As always

烂

2012-01-18T19:57:00.001+08:00

2012年的第一篇就要打很emo的东西 :((((

考车failed liaoo学不会
上山failed了之后就眼神放空坐在等候室等着下一part的on the road
打电话给妈妈说我failed liao..
妈妈停顿了一下就说下次加油lorr
walaooo 内疚感拼命涌上心头
examiner叫我下车的时候感觉超无助
我每次学完车都会觉得自己很笨很蠢很窝囊
驾车其实不难, 可是我就是
又要花爸爸妈妈的钱考多一次
on the road明明就很简单, 但我却驾到很烂

学校缺席两天, 却又什么都没有完成
一堆book keep题目还没有做, karangan也还没有写
我很懊恼为什么自己什么事都做不好
haizzzz

New year

2011-12-31T18:12:00.002+08:00

Last day of 2011.
hmmm.. Happy new year everyone! :)

New year wish:
GET MY P LICENSE!!!!

那一年, 我们望着星空

2011-12-24T01:55:00.000+08:00

我觉得我真的很犯贱
三更半夜有觉不睡跑来这里
今天油漆油了一整天, 我其实已经很累了
耗了一整天的时间好不容易有时间休息, 我又睡不着觉 haizzzz

不知不觉又是一年
这一年, 发生了一些事
是伤心, 亦是成长
大家过得平安开心, 那就好.

我对自己在这一年所完成的事情... 并没有什么太大的感想
我觉得自己是一个很容易满足的人
hmmm... 也可以说我是一个很随便的人
随便的意思.. 是我会主动配合别人的行动或意见, 只要条件下我能接受
而那些条件的标准其实很低
不好听就是... 我没有主见
但是, 我很会发牢骚... 我很喜欢complain
不过我的投诉纯粹发泄, 我并不会因为自己的不满要求别人改变成我想要的样貌
我很矛盾, 也很奇怪.

我也很窝囊.
当我遇到难题, 我就会想要逃避
别人问起意见, 我只会说 : "随便你" "不要烦我" "你说怎样就怎样"
现今最贴切的列子就是学车这件事
在学车的过程中, 遇到了一点点的瓶颈, 真的很一点点...
就这样, 我却步了...
我已经没有再打给uncle预约时间, 我不知道要怎样继续
所以我潜意识地选择逃避
我对自己说过, 我以后要成为一个很steady的driver
可是这个目标才刚开始第一步, 我就却步了
我觉得自己很wai

高二过了, 高三来了
我还是不懂自己想要什么...

晚安!

LALALA

2011-12-16T14:30:00.002+08:00

我回来了!

我已经开始学驾车了哈哈哈
一踩油车就会动的感觉真奇妙
但是我跟KANCIL还不是很熟, 它的冷气每天都坏掉, 我热到要爆炸了
今天 uncle叫我驾到 roundabout, 我很想哭 ......
那些车多到..... 而且全部乱乱来
walao 我顾得了sterling又顾不了break 顾得了break又顾不了gear 最后停在中间等人撞 =.=
打死我以后都不要驾 manual car
okay,, 发泄完了

我词穷 liao :((
BYEBYE

11.11.11

2011-11-11T13:25:00.001+08:00

倒数3天
冲刺吧朋友! :D

想不到标题啦

2011-11-05T17:52:00.000+08:00

想当年每当听到大哥哥大姐姐说他们FORM 5要考SPM的时候
我都觉得那对我来说是一件很遥远的事情
遥远到可以理所当然地觉得这件事情不可能会落在我身上
哪知道一眨眼我下个礼拜就即将上SPM的战场了
WALAO 我FORM 5了leh

隐隐约约生命中很多事情都悄悄地改变着....
从原本需要父母的陪伴才能完成的任务
到现在需要依赖自己独立完成
从原本小时候每天回到家叽叽喳喳说着学校发生的大事小事
到现在选择性地说着不让父母担心的事
从原本一大家人聚餐叙旧的时候我都坐在属于小朋友的餐桌
到现在与长辈们一起坐下来聊天
从原本去到哪里都很不要脸地让别人载
到现在妈妈迫使我去考车拿驾照把载弟弟妹妹的责任担在我身上

有时候很郁闷我宁愿像妹妹一样叽叽喳喳
连她在学校大便这种小到不行的事都可以回到家来大声地向大家报告
至少她没有顾虑没有尴尬我们也不介意
人越大就越多顾虑
顾虑别人的眼光在意别人的想法介意别人的言辞
小心自己的言行举止事事谨慎怕别伤害了别人
成长换来了为人处世的道理 :))

那天诗圆提及2012年1月1日要一起理直气壮地走进电影院看限制级电影
*诗圆说检票员是看年份的，没有看日期*
我忽然之间觉得很感动很想哭原来我们已经那么老了 .......
想到不用再战战兢兢地担心着进不去看电影虽然有点开心
又想到这种战战兢兢的感觉即将离我而去有点舍不得哈哈哈
然后我又想：既然要理直气壮，不如我们穿校服进去看咯？

泄气的乌鸦

2011-10-29T18:18:00.001+08:00

此时此刻的我无法用文字确切地表达我的感受

只能说....我就是一只泄气的乌鸦

饱满的正面情绪无缘无故被不负责任的老板一手捏碎

残留的不是恶毒的语言，而是深沉的感慨和叹息

在这个金钱挂帅的现实社会，大家总说：人在江湖，身不由己

难道就因为你的身不由己，就可以理所当然地损害消费者的利益？

我不晓得你的良心怎么允许你这种没道德的行为，或是，你没良心？

我讨厌这个现实的世界

当梦想碰见现实，梦想会被现实湮灭吗？还是与现实折衷？抑或是，忠于自己的梦想？

梦想与现实折衷才是真正的长大，秉持自己小小的梦想难道就长不大吗？

被嘲笑的梦想，才有实践的价值。即使跌倒了，站起来也可以豪迈地笑！

东歪西倒地走在坎坷的道路，遥望过去，只有薄得一指就能戳破的白纱

背负着梦的力量，拥抱沿途迷人的风景，紧握点点滴滴的鼓励，珍惜零星的感动和幸福

成功未必莅临你的生命，但梦想是一种经历，是成就人生的精华

梦想总是那么美丽，却又遥不可及

我很羡慕那些抱持自己认为很伟大的梦想的人

只要自己认为那是一个伟大的梦想，那就是与众不同的魅力

不想继续我的语无伦次了 :(((((((((((

匪夷所思

2011-10-27T19:24:00.006+08:00

ANGRY

2011-10-23T10:49:00.000+08:00

我现在是一只很生气的 angry bird!
那些教车佬真的很没有时间观念，不准时无所谓；忘记载我也算了；我傻傻等了40分钟，我也算了
TMD 竟然还恶人先告状骂我前一天没有跟他 double confirm
我明明前两天就打电话很清楚一字一句请他星期日记得载我
WALAO 当下真的很想一句F给他

我这个人最怕就是让别人等，所以我也不喜欢别人让我等太久
纵然我不喜欢，但我不介意等你，可是你不要过分把让我等你这件事当作理所当然
我等不到人，你要我低声下气接受你的斥责
你是用屁股想事情还是头脑装草？

真的很生气

The lazy song ;)

2011-10-17T12:11:00.002+08:00

HI everybody!
不敢相信明天就要回学校上课了，太不可思议了 T.T
不敢相信SPM就近在咫尺，剩下少过一个月的时间
太wai了，9天的假期我竟然只完成了一份add math paper 1.....
书更是一本也没动过，勉强读了3篇的karangan和半本不关事的小说
我真是太堕落了.......... 后悔好像已经太迟了

每天都很开心地唱The lazy song，所以everyday do nothing at all
如果明天是世界末日，那今天我要做自己喜欢的事还是读书？
我每天都问自己这个问题，所以每天都做自己喜欢的事
可是世界末日却永远都没有来哈哈哈

大家都要加油!!!! :DDDD

This ain't a fairy tale

2011-10-15T17:52:00.001+08:00

ONE DAY 这本书我只看了一半，不错看 ;)
但英文有点深，蛮多东西我都看不懂 zzz
虽然只看到一半，我却有看完“那些年”后的那种心事重重的感觉，有东西悬挂在胸口摇摇欲坠却又无法掉下来的挣扎
哎呀反正就是很遗憾 :O
或许是写得太真实了，两个人在二十年间不断地错过，这爱情故事太不浪漫，太无奈了

现实中的爱情本来就是很无奈的
九把刀追沈佳宜追了8年，最后沈佳宜终于结婚了，但新郎不是九把刀 :((((
到最后大家都败给了命运
很多人都会疑惑，为什么当初九把刀不要听沈佳宜的答案
然而假如九把刀听了答案，就不会有今天的“那些年”了
世界上一定还有很多很多屈服于命运的感情，这才是现实的我们

纵然没有Happy ending，两个人还是很好的朋友
这种友谊是非常难能可贵的，两个人都会很小心维护这轰轰烈烈后心如止水的可爱关系

曾经想征服全世界到最后回首才发现
这世界滴滴点点全部都是你

喜欢寂寞

2011-10-09T21:41:00.001+08:00

夜里听着苏打绿，青峰柔软的声线不知融化了多少人的心

那照片里的人瞳孔里曾住着我阖上了过往梦境活成河流

他总能把心情感受写得很透彻
读懂了感受就是嵌入心扉的共鸣
再来的就是无法自拔的沉沦

疲惫的夜晚
写的寂寞并不是寂寞，而是油然心生的思念
我很累，先睡了，晚安！

年轻就是本钱

2011-09-30T20:51:00.001+08:00

终于逃离了10天狗的生活 zzzz

读到很狗啊，我都快不认识我自己了

这次的考试给我蛮大的挫败感 haizzz

失水准啊..... 没办法，不努力的后果就是酱的lorr

自我安慰一下啦

反正没有很努力，成绩差也是应该的

如果我已经很努力，但成绩到最后不如我所意，那我会很失望

总结来说，我不努力，成绩差其实也没怎么样

年轻就是本钱mah，哈哈哈

可是这种钱不是这样来挥霍的

这种消极的想法很要不得，大家千万不要学我 =.=

我只是发牢骚说说而已 :p

年轻就是本钱! 哈哈哈哈

中毒中太深了.... 还没从考试抽离

我决定星期日晚上才上dropbox看看那华文的答案

现在看的话真是太.......... 没意思了

大家加油!

矛盾

2011-09-17T12:14:00.000+08:00

今天偷懒没有去学校 oopsssy
sorry shiyuan :p

这几天都一直在思考，为什么我要拿full A? hen noob argh :O

爽啦 (shiyuan的答案 zzz)
证明自己的能力？
父母开心因为可以到处炫耀自己的孩子很厉害 zzzz 当别人家问起我妈妈她女儿spm考得怎样，我妈妈就会很wai地说: 还好lor............... FULL A. 囧

haizzzzzz

我觉得自己已经扭曲了考试的意义

说的好听是评估学生的程度，不好听就是学校与学校或学生与学生之间的战争

读到要生要死，为的到底是什么？

我很矛盾.

suan liao, 我要读sejarah liao!

我几后悔一下的lor, zomok我要酱noob打赌酱noob的赌注 zzzzzzzzzz

STARBUCKS 我恨你!

smurfly lovess

2011-09-11T22:56:00.005+08:00

HUUUUUUUUUUUH
I SMURFLY LOVE YOU! *shy shy*

今天作敢死队，跑到pavillion看戏 oopssss
又陪妈妈到别处逛了逛，结束了我那个古老钱包的寿命，哈哈
休息了两天，明天要继续作战了 aka aka fighting! :O
SMURFS 真的很可爱 ♥ 只不过，电影情节真的有一点闷囧

少了一份亲密的加油声，背后少了一股强大的力量，确实有些不习惯
那种笃定实在的感觉少了那么一点
一个人走的孤独再也没有人分担

人生本来就有很多意想不到的意外需要自我调适和适应
人生本来就会有很多人来了又走，走了又来
没有人会是永远的过客，或是永远的乘客
再亲近的家人，也会因为命运的造化离开你的生活

我并不晓得怎样才是对你最正确最安全的方式
我还是无法停止那种对你说着生活故事的坏习惯
然而其实你并没有那么在乎
一直以来只是我的一厢情愿

又是一个星光灿烂的夜晚
晚安!

sigh

2011-09-10T18:01:00.002+08:00

该怎么正确诠释我的话语？
说的尽是事实，别人对我却还是存有疑惑，我只有无奈的叹息 sigh
我还是尽情唱我的 there's a stranger in my bed 然后直接跳到 last friday night bah

每次知道第二天是假期，脑里就会自动shut down SPM TRIAL的准备工作
真是懒到整个大便酱 zzzzzz

忽然间很想看tom & jerry :O

一个不小心

2011-09-03T23:48:00.000+08:00

留得住的叫幸福留不住的叫遗憾

五月天说的对

当回忆越是甜就是越伤人了

怎么办 我们像一首最美丽的歌曲变成两部悲伤的电影
想你了 为什么你带我走过最难忘的旅行然后留下最痛的纪念品

蓝蓝的天白白的云
勾勒出一幅又一幅的过去
不断地翻滚再翻滚无穷无尽
还有多少的美好和错过在纠缠
才发现笑着哭最痛

撑起了一片蓝天却失去了一片天空
耳畔回响的是思念的声音

不小心的牵挂晚安!

加油吧

2011-09-02T19:34:00.002+08:00

假期只剩下2天 :((((((((

我很想哭，我好像还没有享受到假期

一个星期的假期

我在马六甲吃了大包，娘惹laksa，鸡粒饭，satay celut后

北上到适耕庄吃海鲜

之后再北上到槟城吃了一堆当地著名的小吃

从槟城回吉隆坡的途中到怡保吃怡保芽菜鸡饭 zzzzzzzzz

从马六甲一路吃到槟城，整个人肥到爆炸liaoooooooo :OOOOOOOO

书又没有读到，东西就乱乱吃了一堆

aikss, 没有东西写了，大家加油!!! :DDDDDD

囧

2011-08-29T11:56:00.003+08:00

我不知道应该用什么字来形容我现在的心情囧

我不想再过那种一天吃几百种药的生活

为什么是我 zzzzzzzz

囧到爆炸

我的假期不是我的假期

读书读书读书读书读书读书读书

读到整只狗酱，你很狗啊 zzzzzzzz

囧到爆炸

我很想看那些年，我们一起追的女孩

这本书我已经重复看了3次

在台湾上了大荧幕，结果马来西亚在SPM的前4天才上映

囧到爆炸

你没有办法做到就不要一直给我承诺

你的承诺只是一堆大便

笨的是我还一直相信

囧到爆炸

I'm sorry

2011-08-21T15:23:00.000+08:00

生日? :)))))))

错过，遗憾

2011-08-13T22:09:00.002+08:00

那些年錯過的大雨那些年錯過的愛情
好想擁抱你擁抱錯過的勇氣
曾經想征服全世界
到最後回首才發現
這世界滴滴點點全部都是你

我想，十年後，當這首歌重新在耳邊響起時，...

我會有什麼感想，什麼感受

遺憾裡的惆悵？青春就像一場大雨，即使感冒了，也盼望回頭再淋它一次

如果能夠，我還是想回頭，讓大家都幸福

我一直都很佩服九把刀，他可以把青春往事詮釋得那麼平凡真實卻又深刻。青春是那麼的家常便飯，但總有一天我們都會離開，當下的瀟灑和奢侈不管多麼深刻，總會隨著時光的步伐埋進心坎裡。往後，有一天不小心翻開了，感覺或許已經不再那麼激動，可心裡頭的悸動是那麼的不經意被打翻，渲染了我的天空

人生到底要經歷多少的遺憾才是完整的，人生總是要留下斑駁的傷痕才是燦爛的嗎，無數的錯過是人的造化還是上天的玩笑？

人定勝天，是我錯誤的自以為，以為努力可以改變什麼，但到頭來其實不可以。我以為我可以很坦然，不奢望大家了解我的努力，只是我還是會因為別人的不明白而失落。

我並不知道我到底抱持着什麼心態去面對眼前的一切

還是會感覺到疲憊，能不能就讓我睡到自然醒？

沒有鬧鐘，沒有上課，沒有功課，沒有考試，沒有煩惱，沒有喧囂，沒有忙碌

只有永無止境的寧靜和安寧

总是和鄰座朋友打打鬧鬧，嘻嘻笑笑，好像一切都無所謂

我珍惜那種無所謂的感覺

总是喜歡捉弄身邊的朋友，看著他們生氣想笑又笑不出的表情

我珍惜那種溫馨的親近感

总是在失落的時候收到朋友不經意的關心，聽著你的鋼琴聲好幸福

我珍惜那種關懷裡的感動

总是習慣性地作出一些奇異的舉動，朋友的不留餘地的嘲笑聲

我珍惜那種嘲笑背後的歡樂

我喜歡自己哈哈大笑的模樣，也喜歡大家哈哈大笑的歡樂聲，笑到臉都漲紅了眼淚都流了，雖然很醜沒形象，可是哈哈大笑是我所認知的幸福方式

入睡前，搞笑的畫面不小心在我腦海裡浮現，我都會自己傻笑哈哈哈

我們必須常常把笑容掛在臉上

我所認識的人在和我混熟了都會告訴我同一件事：

我不笑的時候很lan c很恐怖，距離感太重。想一想，我就是長這個樣子，也沒理由像個白痴時時刻刻保持一貫的笑容，那我的嘴角每天都會抽筋個幾百次

很多東西不是我不想，而是就算我想，也沒有辦法再去完成

縱然再不喜歡，這種力不從心的感覺還是糾纏著我，我卻什麼也沒法做

重复播放的歌曲，在空气中不停地打转，带着我的思绪一同在上空盘旋

吐露出的是，...

第100篇完

看什么看，读书啦

2011-08-11T19:43:00.002+08:00

OH yeaaaa, I shall start my engine now! ;)

当别人已经启动引擎走到远方的时候，我连车门都还没有进

现在是时候了 zzz

看着班上的同学一组一组在学习，我却还在睡觉吃东西

tmd 我真的不懂为什么我可以懒成这样

可是班上紧张的读书气氛确实有让我惊惶了一下下，我昨天终于愿意打开书本复习了 zzz

我要读书了哈哈哈 byebye

fine

2011-08-06T21:25:00.002+08:00

Sure there were low moments, weak moments.

Everyday I grow a little stronger. Everyday I grow more at ease with myself.

I complain less and I love my family and friends a little more.

I'm perfectly fine :)

Just a little bit miss the mocha frappuccino with chocolate chips

jintianbushibayueerhao :(

2011-08-01T20:20:00.002+08:00

你每一次的温柔我都想炫耀

我们绕了这么一圈才遇到

我比谁都更明白你的重要

遇到，

你有没有听见

寂寞的声音悄悄在蔓延

听见，

再唱不出这样的歌曲

听到都会红着脸躲避

虽然会经常忘了

我依然爱着你

因为爱情。

有人弹着琴给我听，有多幸福？

头很重

2011-07-27T16:02:00.002+08:00

话说前几天我讲了一句很惹的话，是这样的...

“最近好像很多人生病，我很久没有生病了，我也想生一下” zzz

下场就是，我生病了 wtf

这件事的pengajaran: 白天不要说鬼话!

害我没得吃榴莲，hello panda也不敢带到学校，怕自己情不自禁拿来吃

吃大便!

疯疯癫癫

2011-07-24T20:18:00.002+08:00

别人笑我太疯癫，我笑他人看不穿 ;)

sibeh讨厌那种吃了两只虾子，再拿起叉子想吃第三只的当儿，脑海里闪过胆固醇的字眼，心里挣扎了一下，再把叉子放下的感觉

很恶心arghhhhhhhhh =x

Magic

2011-07-23T18:17:00.002+08:00

OMG it's so trueeeee :D

I fall asleep at everywhere but I was always on my bed every time I woke up ;)

If I was magically transfered, then my papa is magician LOL

Now we are too fat to be lifted up, magician dah tua larh :(

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

wo de nan peng you, shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

oopsss

2011-07-20T19:37:00.000+08:00

The green colour with a black black face, Dipsy.

Is he an indian? hmm..

在疲惫不已的时候，我总会闭上双眼，在脑海里搜寻爱我的人的样子，一个爱我的人抵过10件甚至100件让我不顺心的人事物。我会因为你们的笑容，而努力让自己快乐起来。

真的，你们的笑容，是我撑着走下去的动力。

当你们过得不顺心时，就这样做，你绝对会为了大家的笑容而振作。

有一个长头发的肥婆，一直kacau我update blog。

烦死了 :p

wa ai bear?

2011-07-19T20:42:00.003+08:00

Mine is was cuter

习惯了?

2011-07-10T00:07:00.001+08:00

不知道有多久没有陪家人一起看电影了

Transformers 3, 一部其实我并没有很感兴趣的电影

只不过爸爸想看

我对这类型的电影一直以来不感兴趣，但从来就没有到电影院验证我的反感

观后感: 从头到尾我都不明白，也很想睡 =.= 只觉得电影里的女主角很漂亮，她的嘴唇很迷人 :O 里面的跑车也很帅，我很喜欢黄色的那辆 BUMBLE BEE :DDDDDDD

当我看到爸爸和弟弟脸上的满足感，心里是无比的愉悦 ;)

然而，tomyam面的味道不再，感慨...

回想当初在失望之际找到这家店面，雀跃的尖叫声不再

做朋友，最让我觉得挫败的事情

就是自己的不够细心

连朋友伤心难过都没有办法察觉出来

总是要等到事情严重了，我才惊觉

课业上，我的记忆力还不错

反之，我对生活上的事务总是抱着漫不经心的态度

我的粗心大意，为我带来很大的困扰

我总是奢望别人了解我，自己却没有付出任何关怀

朋友，对不起

我高估了自己...

If ever there is tomorrow when we are not together. There is something you must always remember. You are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think. But the most important thing is, even if we're apart.. I will always be with you.

That a hero lies in you

2011-07-06T20:54:00.003+08:00

有一个人曾经对我说过

当你觉得自己活得很无趣，人生失去意义时

到*click*来看看，你会发现

其实自己并没有那么糟

LOL

气球

2011-06-29T16:26:00.004+08:00

最心痛的事

并不是自己有多想念你

而是当我看到我在乎的人因为我的不争气而担心难过

是我最过意不去的

不管我说过什么，只要大家能做的都会为我做

这段期间，我感受大家对我的迁就

我累了，有大家的肩膀借我

很窝心 :)

佳乐，我们一起祝福天下有情人

都是失散多年的亲兄妹

walao, 有残忍到 -.-

昨天的梦

2011-06-26T14:55:00.003+08:00

全世界都好像沉浸在沮丧中

我努力尝试让自己开心些

但显然我的笑容真的只是一个表情，不是心情

fml

f

2011-06-25T20:56:00.001+08:00

I tell myself.

我最亲爱的

2011-06-18T16:13:00.003+08:00

看着自己昨天的语无伦次，无奈的我还是哭了

妈的凭什么我就要愁眉苦脸地过日子

分手而已嘛，又没有什么大不了

谢紫盈，你真的很懦弱

谁又知道

在一起久了，可是我从来都不对谁说，只独自想像我们的未来

时间越来越长，我会不知不觉地把我想象的未来设定为我的未来

不管大事小事，开心不开心，我都会跟你一起分享，一起笑，一起哭，一起完成

渐渐的，对我来说，你不再只是我的男朋友，是我的家人，是我的亲人

你的离开，对我而言不仅是失去我爱的人和爱我的人，而是一个亲人

这段期间，不管我做任何事都提不起劲

开心了，不知道对谁说，与谁分享

不开心了，不知道对谁言，与谁哭道

反反复复，在思念与不思念挣扎，想关心与无法关心间矛盾

或许你会看到，或许你会内疚

但不要，不要内疚，不要自责，不要哭

在心中谱了千言万语，但最终我一定无法在你面前坦然地说出来

所以我选择了这种自私的方式对你说

If there ever comes a day when we can't be together.

Keep me in your heart. I'll stay there forever.

你还记得吗？

回忆里，我们都是美好的，开心的 :)

疯了

2011-06-15T17:35:00.000+08:00

tmd 我不知道我自己在做什么

WE are my dream

2011-06-11T15:14:00.002+08:00

我回來了

功課一堆，不知不覺已經是星期六

後天就開學了，百感交集

我不知道我要開心還是傷心

能夠看到朋友，一個微笑和一個擁抱，一起吹水的日子，是生命的美好

功課多到淹死我，什麼都不想做，超爛的

體重直線下降，生病了，不能亂吃了，要吃清淡些

膽固醇高到我開始怕了

親愛的海鮮，暫時不能再吃你們了

吃藥吃到我很想嘔 tmd

寶貝，對不起

怪

2011-05-31T14:55:00.004+08:00

-What are words by Chris Medina

Anywhere you are, I'm near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there

不要哭

2011-05-28T11:02:00.002+08:00

休息是為了走更長的路

我就是你的旅途

都是因為我你一直漫步

想要跟我一起走到最後

但你遺失了地圖

謝謝你是你陪我走過那些路

痛是以後無法再給你幸福

不要哭至少你和我記得很清楚

愛是為彼此祝福

怎么说

2011-05-27T19:06:00.003+08:00

刚刚那顿饭真是难以下咽，吃得好辛苦...

我笑得很狼狈，哭得很狼狈，连没有表情都显得自己好狼狈

一直以来，你都把我捧到很高很高的地方

我却没有伸出我的双手，扶你上来

你在下方叫我，我没有听到

你在下方喊我，我没有听到

你退了一步，我感觉到你的疲倦了

我走了两步，你又退了一步

假设我在原地不动，你会不会转头就走？

我想说，我很想牵着你的手，一起爬上最高点

途中有再多的荆棘，再多的难关，我还是想牵着你的手

但是

如果，你累了，你想走了

请走吧，我不会在你面前哭，不会乞求

我会放开你的手

back to december

2011-05-14T14:47:00.002+08:00

Yea, midyear exam is still goin on, 5 days to go!

Getting tired after 3 days and 6 subjects, my mind so blank.

next week gonna be more suffering? no please....

I'm fed up with memorizing study style, no point

look forward to the end of exam, shopping day ♥

KNS

2011-05-07T21:13:00.002+08:00

Seriously lack of water now as already blew all when writing essay LOL

Advice from writing essay for three continuous days: drink more water before that

I felt so exhausted after completing my malay essay, kept rushing and writing without thinking properly. at last finished it one minute before time up.

Got the latest information, I most probably fail my test this time.

"If wrote all negative isi in no.2 malay essay, gagal terus :(" Saya gagal secara tidak langsung kerana saya masih ada tulis isi yang sedikit positif =x sob sob

GRRRRRRRRRR no mood no mood no mood x100000000000000

don't care about it don't care about it don't care about it

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~!!!!!

feel the air with happiness

2011-04-29T17:30:00.002+08:00

GINGERBREAD MAN'S KISS ♥

Happiness in my life

knowing everything will be okay
looking at ceiling laughing uncontrollably
burst out laughing when heard something super funny
sharing jokes with friends
feeling pretty
winning an argument
finding my soulmates
cheering someone up
receiving unexpected text
having lunch with friends
gossiping with friends
completing something important
enjoying sunset and sunrise
receiving gifts
weekend is coming soon
getting relax after undergoing something hard
playing water
when you smile at me

Have a good day everyone! ♥

yea ♥

2011-04-25T17:51:00.002+08:00

ABCD? EEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

the first photo that I took after putting my braces on

I didn't take any before-after photos, I can't imagine seeing my current look after two years I take off my braces. 'oh yucks so ugly' is definitely my only response LOL

Won't you all respond like this?! Old-time photos always uglyyyyyyy :(

People always ask after putting my braces on, OMG YOU PUT BRACES ON?! Abuden? can't you see? -.- And there is another question, WHY YOU PUT BRACES ON?! surely know I have a crooked teeth lar, will I go for braces if I have a straight and beautiful teeth?

HAHAHA so funnyyyyy :DDDDDDDDDDDD

It's painful the first few days, torturing and tormenting. But just think about how good my teeth will look after 2 years, there was no pain anymore. HAHAHA

What is torturing the most?

1. Can't eat hard food. hmm CAN'T EAT is more accurate!! I can only ate porridge, porridge and porridge. OMG this is most painful matter for the person normally has at least 4 meals a day. and no doubt, the person is me. I has a HUGE appetite but for the first two days, all I can eat is porridge :O I swear I will not to touch porridge for half a year after taking my braces off!!!!

2. The iron thingy is poking me. I got no any feeling in the few hours after putting braces, but since I woke up in the morning, the wires started bothering me. keep poking and tearing my skin and cause ulcers grow in my mouth. Now I have about 4 ulcers in my mouth DENG I even googled search: how to relieve pain after braces. HAHAHA

3. I can't fully close my mouth. The stupid iron thing is blocking my mouth. I feel so ugly, opening my mouth all the time like idiot

4. I can't talk properly sometimes. Some people say I can't pronounce FISH, FROG, BRIDGE, BEACH, RICH and etc. unfortunately, I can. HAHAHAH

MY TEETH WILL BE GETTING BETTER AFTER 2 YEARSS, long for it yea ♥

Amazing ♥

2011-04-15T17:44:00.003+08:00

Amazing moments in my life:

#1 Coming home late and going straight to bed

#2 Buying amazing clothes when found on sales

#3 Holding hand in hand with my beloved

#4 Unexpected moments that become favorite memories

#5 Talking on phone until five in the morning

#6 Resting on someone's shoulder

#7 Taking long showers that wash away worries

#8 Feeling as though finally belong somewhere

#9 Deciding what I want to do with my life

#10 Feeling satisfied after a delicious meal

#11 Falling asleep instantly when I'm upset

#12 Meeting people that happen to change my life

#13 When I have a great night

#14 Drinking a cup of coffee

#15 Realizing everything is going to be okay

And what I hate most right now is being a girl. God it's so painful

细水长流

2011-04-09T20:23:00.002+08:00

因为爱情，怎么会有沧桑？
所以我们还是幸福的模样

承诺的细水长流，只是霎那的疯狂

我发梦也没有想到还会有人记得我写过的文字

甚至没想过..我当时是怀着什么样的心情去把这样的情感写出来

我很后悔，我竟然删除了上个部落格

很多文章，很多感受，很多心情，很多领略，很多很多

我找不回了...

白痴

其实我也想不透以前的我头脑到底装着什么东西

忽然间觉得以前的我很诡异，疯子似乎可以很贴切地形容 ...

能不能跟小叮当借时光机回到从前？初三那年很疯，疯得我什么也想不起来

我只记得... 我每天都顶着很像安全帽的头望着天花板狂笑

当年的我，很开心很快乐很白痴，深深地爱着自己

渐渐地，我开始忘了自己

开始注意外表，着重包装，在成长的路上丢失了自己

沉淀沉淀...

臭豆腐

2011-04-03T15:30:00.002+08:00

Changed my blog layout! hahahaha super LOVE it ♥♥♥

but no more facebook like button because I don't know to add it LOL

今年的園遊會對我而言有一些些的不同

我第一次在學會的攤位幫忙賣食物：齋炒飯，齋炒米粉，齋炒麵

主食本來就很難賣出去，所以我們更需要大大的努力去銷售

本來我只有在早上準備工作和第二個時段輪值

可是在準備工作後開始的售賣環節，我又不想逛園遊會了

所以就乾脆賴在檔口做傻婆

有了這一次的經驗才知道在園遊會一直走來走去瘋狂叫喊賣東西的人是有苦衷的 =.=

和穎婷在園遊會上兜售，強逼別人買我們的東西哈哈

看到朋友：你最好跟我買啊，不買絕交！

看到我媽媽载的學生：快點買啊！不買下個禮拜不要載你來學校

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

可是我回家才想到還有一種說法

就是看到自己學會的會員：快點買快點買，不買下一次學會你有來我也點你沒有到！

我是文書嘛哈哈哈哈

還有還有！賣東西嘴巴要夠甜，死纏爛打這種東西是一定要的 =.=

你的東西有幾好就贊到幾好，沒有幾好也要贊到很好

跟你賣東西的人也一樣

有幾lengzai lenglui就贊到幾lengzai lenglui，沒有也要贊到很厲害

DENG 我講到最後都覺得自己很心虛哈哈哈

我最初覺得我們準備的食物好像很多

好像真的會賣不完

可是回家後收到學會的簡訊說東西終於賣完了

哇幾有滿足感一下wor

想到幾百份的炒飯炒麵炒米粉，有一些些是我賣出去的就很開心

雖然喉嚨沙啞，我還是覺得很滿足 woohoo

明年可以不要賣主食了嗎？

我想賣臭豆腐，不用宣傳人潮也自然會過來我的檔口

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

Oh mama

2011-03-21T21:16:00.002+08:00

一個禮拜的學校假期過去了

今早鬧鐘響起，腦海裡出現的第一個念頭：做麼鬧鐘會响的？囧

我想假期想瘋了...

我整個假期的時間觀念都很健康，晚上十點上床睡覺；早上十點起床吃早餐，沒有平時假期顛覆早晚的生理時鐘

早睡早起身體好，可是我一天還是睡了12小時哈哈哈

要有充足的睡眠，才會有愉快的生活哈哈哈 macam yes醬，有沒有很像廣告詞？

黑眼圈也少了很多，開心開心... 但我現在又很傷心了，因為又要開始睡眠不充足的上課生活

功課多多，考試多多，學費多多，什麼都多多，就是睡覺時間少得可憐

說到多多，食堂有幾樣食物都起價了...

早上下食堂吃roti telur，從原本的RM1.20起到RM1.30

第二次下課下食堂吃蝦麵，一碗小的竟然已經RM2.30

想當年我剛進來中華的時候，一碗小的蝦麵只要RM1.80...

世界唯一不會改變的事就是改變

想對媽媽說: Oh mama, wants money~ 哈哈哈

聽聽Rihanna的What's my name，注意聽你會聽到上面的那句話哈哈

假期假期，我還是很想念你

睡覺睡覺...

吃東西吃東西...

看戲看戲....

I close my eyes, and I can see a better day

2011-03-14T15:26:00.000+08:00

Holidays start! Today is the third day of school holidays, what to do?!

Went education fairs on weekend for making enquiry about my further study. Frankly I don't really know what I'm going to do in future but I just kept asking business studies in certain school. Nottingham and Nilai university are first eliminated as these two schools are far away from my house, I don't want to leave my home so badly :( hahaha, actually Nottingham's tuition fee is expensive and no training is given in the end of the graduated year while Nilai has many black people :O Taylor is my target at first but the school fee expensive like hell so.. consider first!

Got so many catalogs from both edu fairs, my left hand gonna patah DENG -.-

My mind of staying in chonghwa next year is unsteady now wth. Gaining scholarship with UEC result is so hard. UEC requirement is strict in most of university except nilai, ucsi these kind of not-so-famous school -.- I have to get 10A1 to get 50% tuition fees discount in Sunway uni. 10A1?!?!?!?! 10A is already a super hard achievement. Pre-U in college or UEC? 1 year left to thinking...

Err.. I watched Black swan and I'm number four hohoho.

Advice from Black swan: Don't give yourself too much pressure LOL

Pray for the victims in Japan. Hope everyone is healthy and world is peaceful.

I saw some words on newspaper: natural disaster is already instead of war :(

No please....

Lucky comes to me

2011-03-10T14:38:00.002+08:00

Exam is still going on... one day left and HOLIDAY is waiting for me!~

I'm already thinking how should I spending my times during the one week holiday. hehe

Dramas and movies here I come!~

Jogoya please wait me!!~

My brain stuck now for non-stop squeezing points all the week

I can't stop thinking my holidays plan, shit!

Science, modern math and geography tomorrow. Today is the last day using my brain to squeeze all the key points. Wish me luck!

Be my valentine

2011-02-18T20:31:00.002+08:00

Happy Belated Valentine's Day & Happy Belated Chap Goh Meh

Happy V day ♥

Had a great day with my boy, having Thai dinner in Thai Thai which is in Sunway Pyramid. The tomyam is awesomely perfect but it's also awfully hot and spicy until my mouth swelled like a sausage and tears almost fell down wth I didn't mean to cry and I was ugly like a sausage on Valentine's day. Be prepared before you gonna taste it because you will choke on it in random. A bottle of water and tissues are importantly needed when you're having the best-ever TOMYAM MEE!!

Don't even bother asking me what I received on Valentine's day, I got nothing and my boy got nothing as well. I don't like roses, a real rose will wilt in three days so it's useless and a waste of money; a fake rose is fake though it can be kept long. Roses don't work any romance on me. I always want to give my boy some gift which can show my love and send him my message but everything goes wrong in the end. What gift should I give him? He has everything and lack for nothing. I even thought of making some handmade gift for him but lacking in time. LOL

I'm not a romantic girl. I won't remember any anniversary like 10 days, 100 days, 1000 days or whatever. I will only remember 100 year or 99 year anniversary. So we only celebrate my birthday, his birthday, valentine's day and every year anniversary. I'm kind of random person.

Gift and celebration don't matter in a relationship whereas love plays most important role.

Thousand of thank you dedicated to my beloved.

Thank you for loving me wholeheartedly

Thank you for holding my hand tightly

Thank you for enduring my ill temper

Thank you for caring me no matter where you are

Thank you for giving me all the things I want

Thank you for wiping my tears off my face

Thank you for making me laugh

Thank you for comforting me when I'm upset

Thank you for being my boyfriend ♥

We are my dreams.

And.. practice your chinese please =x Writing in english quite awkward larh, writing in chinese is perfect but...... Practice makes perfect!

Stop complaining about not mentioning you in my blog!! I mentioned you already, this post is dedicated to you, I kill you if you continue complaining.

Huat arh~

2011-02-10T17:32:00.002+08:00

我很想把他的照片放上来，因为他很像我的小时候哈哈哈

不是我先说的，是不懂哪一个人看到我小时候的照片就很惊讶地说：你很像小小彬咧!!!

Er hem. 我想声明：是他像我，不是我像他，是他像我一样人见人爱，车见车载哈哈

我很喜欢今年的我来也广告 ngo ngo ngo ngo ngo luoi ya SIBEH CUTE

他身上一定有我可爱的基因 :$

今年的我来也肉干特别好吃 ♥ ♥ ♥

说到新年嘛，其实和往年比起来也没什么不一样

年除夕回到阿嫲家吃团圆饭，阿嫲一手包办所有的菜，我喜欢那个不知道什么名的虾

初一就回到马六甲待到初三晚才回来吉隆坡

在外婆家与阿嫲家比起来就热闹多了，娱乐多了，佳肴也多了

超想念那里的食物，早餐roti canai (best roti canai I ever ate)，午餐云吞面，晚餐 Nasi lemak (好吃到半夜1点我还可以不顾肥相地吃)

外婆的厨艺向来都是无人能敌的，咖喱鸡清蒸鱼梅菜扣肉我饿了 :(

初四晚有家庭聚会，照常理来说初五就不会去学校

聚会上幸运抽奖的环节...

像我这种平凡人，幸运之神很少很少眷顾我

所以Iphone 4 Ipad Ipod touch就这样... 被人抽走了 =.=

我还是有$100的红包啦，知足知足

当大家都在学校专心上课的时候，我在电影院观赏《青蜂侠》，在Sakae sushi吃着我的生鱼片

我还没办法把新年的心情调整回来

农历新年一直以来都是我喜爱的佳节

红彤彤，好意头

我不喜欢穿黑黑去到别人家拜年，我喜欢穿红红，黑黑不吉利

所以来我家拜年的时候请穿红衣，不然没有红包拿

你过得开心吗？

新年快乐 ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Trouble trouble trouble

2011-01-26T18:43:00.003+08:00

距离上一次的更新有10天了

Hello everybody!~

Do you hear me, I'm talking to you.

Across the water across the deep blue ocean

倪安东很LENG ZAI, OH MY GG~ @.@

ARGH!!~~~~ WITH YIN NAN'S STUPID FACE AND ACTION

*waving hand in the air and arghhhhhhh* LOL

他真的真的很LENG ZAI. ahahahahahahha

Do you ever feel like a plastic bag

drifting through the wind

Wanting to start again

套用里面的一句歌词: You're original, cannot be replaced

你是独一无二，没有人可以取代

我也是独一无二，可是我很累了

今年的忠班和去年的忠班有一点点的不一样

功课多了，压力多了，人也累了，样子也憔悴了

很笨的一句话：在家做功课是一件很浪费时间的事 by Chiyin Chia

从我在中华‘懂事’开始，除了美术和中楷，我没有在家做功课

不拖到学校才做我不是谢紫盈

我也很好奇：我做么会在这一班 =.=

BUT我也会专心地上课，考试前还是会读书。我只是不喜欢做功课

懒惰吃定我，小聪明迟早害死我

Story of my life

Searching for the light

But it keeps avoiding me

这首歌跟我要讲的没有任何关联，只是...很好听

期待新年的到来，可是在这之前又有一大堆的东西

Lisan, Oral, 华文报告

今天Moral&B.M考试，明天Book keep考试，后天Sejarah考试

大家一起排排坐，吃果果

忽然间对超人不会飞有很深的感触

上Economic课的时候都会想：真的要走这条路吗？

Finance, Accounting, Business Management, ....

教育展，你几时才会来？

How about a round of applause?

You look so dumb right now

我真的很NOOB

我真的真的很NOOB

我真的真的真的很NOOB

我不要我不想我不懂我不知道

我要做一个乐观的人!

I'm original, cannot be replaced

2011-01-16T17:27:00.002+08:00

承接上一篇的发泄，这就来一篇肺腑之言

我昨天才发布一篇新文章，我没有想到第二天一早起身就收到大家的加油打气

谢谢你们，我会加油的！

话说，上星期在很混乱的心情下想对诗圆诉诉苦，不小心就热泪盈眶了

在我想要哭的时候，圆拍拍我的肩膀，脑子里有一股声音告诉我：你要撑下去！

然后我就很潇洒地站起来回到座位上，拿起我的Tablerone，一滴眼泪也没有流下来。

我真的想在此声明，我真的没有哭！

可是我没有想到这个举动被慧明看到，还在facebook宣传了一下下 GG

其实我觉得很鱼的咯，人做筹委主席，我也做筹委主席。做么我会做到酱的？

或许我一开始就不应该答应做主席的职位，我什么都没有，才刚开始就出现问题。

人手分配错误，公函早应该在星期六交上，可是我拖到最后一天

筹委团里漏洞真的很多，我都不知道要怎么补救。

尽力吧大家~

不小心热泪盈眶，到慧明在facebook宣传，朋友们都知道了

@pigpig yap 在楼梯口上说的“紫盈，加油好吗？”很想让我一巴掌过去的动作加表情，很白痴可是我知道你是真的关心我。还有在我无法下食堂的时候打包斋饭上来，看着我在换节的时候才扒那两口饭的囧样，你虽然嘴巴上讲我很恶心，可是我知道你一定很心疼咧。ahahahahhahahha

@see shiyuan 不管我问什么问题都会回答我的顾问，我知道你为了学会的事也到处奔波劳累。我很佩服你的毅力，为学会付出的那一份热忱。你是我的偶像！

@wen wenn 在facebook给我一篇长长的留言，有时间就多点上来吧，顺便把mayling的食物带上来。这才是对我最好的支持！不要等我带sushi去学校的时候才特地走上来，我知道我的sushi很好吃。

@candice how 死jialat！第一个问我谁欺负我的人。ala ala 知道你好啦，你很lenglui lor. 开心没有哦？不要乱乱唱我的失落沙洲啦，最多以后你伤心的时候找我，我再唱别再哭了给你听。我伤心的时候找你，你再唱那首自己串改的心墙给我听。

@mayling 我的筹委之一，你的尽力我看到了，下次做sushi预你多一点咯。如果可以我一定死都不让你去读college，因为高三的时候我还想吃你的咖喱排骨。最多你多点回来拿给我吃啦，我带sushi，你带咖喱排骨。我们一起物物交换，只有我们，其他人没有！

@yongqi 邻桌的朋友，你很好人lor. 我自己赞自己的时候，你都很好人地附和我。很可爱啊你 =p 先说一声不好意思，因为我觉得你接下来的日子会很痛苦，我的碎碎念你一定会受不了。

谢谢那些为我加油的人儿，你们很棒！

我发誓在接下来的日子不会再写关于生活营筹备的相关事情，我要自己去面对每一个挑战。

HUAT ARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

疯狂

2011-01-15T16:54:00.002+08:00

期待已久的星期六终于到来，一个礼拜下来都一直跑办公室，疯狂地找带队老师，全校老师看到我都应该跑到远远了。

这个礼拜下来，说过最多的话就是：不好意思老师打扰一下！我是来自.... 请问你有没有兴趣当我们的带队老师？听到最多的回答也是：不能喔，不好意思同学！

这几天都恍恍惚惚地过，整个人疑似二度发育，疯狂+拼命吃，像是上辈子没有吃过东西似的。

上一分钟才把面包吞下去，下一分钟又在吃面。

我也不知道自己怎么了，我只知道自己很饿。

今天之前，我一直都很担心。如果真的找不到老师，那要怎样和联课沟通？联课会不会不批？如果真的不批会怎样？脑海里不断浮现一大堆的问题，我也不知道该怎么回答。

吃饭也想，睡觉也想，看戏也想，用电脑也想，上课也想....

不断地问咏琪：如果... 怎么办？这个礼拜最烦的应该是她。

今天之后，把公函交上了，然而负责老师却不在。

星期一又是全新的一天，重新面对不一样的问题。

紫盈，加油！

easy come easy go

2011-01-06T18:38:00.002+08:00

又是一个新学年，开开心心到学校，精疲力尽回家去

第一个礼拜我就已经尝到累的滋味，压力无所不在

第二天开学就写作文，全部人在班外当我们动物欣赏 =.=

星期六考试，Book keep老师还是一样，高高瘦瘦，有点口吃，教学依然欠佳。听说她要连教我三年，我不想读高三了 =x

星期一有很多功课要交，我一样都没做，也不想做

老师怕死我们拿不到A+，拼命塞东西给我们做，我们只是中华上报的弹簧。

高中二 = SPM

老师还是那个样

班主任是国文老师，讲话的频率一致，是一名专业的催眠师。上了她4节课，每一节都无法不钓鱼。催眠技术无人能敌，失眠的人请找她。

英文老师讲话很小声，我听不到。

华文老师很可爱，他有很多活动。他是唯一一个能让我专心且精神抖擞地上课的老师。

历史老师也很可爱，自我介绍活动好活泼。

地理老师很像僵尸 =.=

科学老师和道德老师没有评语 =x

我只能说，我很累 :(

Bye bye

2010-12-31T16:02:00.001+08:00

Okay, 这是我在2010年最后的一篇，所以就来写一些感性的东西吧!

领袖营刚刚过去，真的是他妈的累到我半死不活。坐又不是，站又不是，睡在地板又硬到死 =.= 最痛苦真的就是跳营舞的时候，蹲跳蹲跳蹲跳，很痛啊!!!!!!!!!!!! 我这一组还很白痴，全部围一个圆圈要坐下来的时候还要一起数 1 2 3，坐! 大家才一起很痛苦地坐下来，想到我就觉得好笑 =.=

虽然很累，可是很值得! 大家真的都很棒!

我看到很多人都在Facebook对朋友说出心底话，我也要我也要!! 可是不是在Facebook，是在这里。我要与众不同嘛~ ;D

@Pigpig yap 没办法，第一个一定是你，我只要抬头想看我有哪几个Dai B朋友，第一个出现的一定是你 =.= 下次不要乱乱讲话，你每次都讲你要做阿姨，每次都催你的姐姐快快生，真的就是开口中! GG 了咯~ 还有，不要每次把所有事情lam上身自己做，有时候可以分一些给人的，不是每一个便利贴女孩都可以遇到纪存希 =.= 下次东西带多点来吃，jiawen和mayling的班在遥远的远方，吃不到了。明年我们两个就要在班上自闭画圈圈了，bulat每天都duty，没有时间陪我们自闭的 T.T 所以我们就一起自生自灭咯，悲惨的我们........

p/s: 带面来吃的时候不要放蒜米...

@See shiyuan 坐在我前面的好好人，笑点很低，笑的时候只看到你那一排白到闪光的牙齿。不要再取笑我的仰天长笑了!!!!!!!!!!!!! 把快乐建筑在人家的特色上，yay~ *pigpig tone* 做了副主席要凶一点，酱才有气势，几yeng啊~ 副主席也不要给自己太多压力，不然又来内分泌失调就不好啦。明年坐第一排要加油，专心听课不可以睡觉了。定期要求你的阿嫲做Orange jelly，好东西要和大家一起分享。还有还有，不要每次都去duty啦，留一点时间给我们。我们再一起去cheong K!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

@Wen wenn 我很奇怪为什么你在Facebook不要用你的真名 =.= 明年你的班很远啊，我的班在4楼咧。今年都是我和pigpig走到你的班，明年你懂要怎样做的啦? 我不是故意没有在Christmas text你的啦，不小心而已 =.= 下次唱歌的时候手不要动来动去, hahahhahahahhas 你几时要在你家举行迷你运动会？我第一个报名参加! 比赛结束后可以在你家gok sauna。这个世界很不公平的咯，你吃了酱多还是生在同一个地方，佳乐羡慕了, horrrrrrrrr?

@Mayling Lim 我很慎重地警告你，请你在与别人对话的时候张大眼睛，不要酱没有礼貌! hahahahshhahahhas 没有啦，一场误会罢了~ 我还要吃你的咖喱排骨，准备一碗饭给我!!!!!!!! 我的专属饭盒，谢谢你我最爱的elephant ♥ 你将会是我们朋友中最快会驾车的那一个，所以记得要载我 *~* 我们就可以不用再去time square or sungei wang了!!!! WOI 你们快点谢谢mayling咧~ 我也知道你读完高二就要离校了啦，离校后记得要常常回来看我们。如果在Subang读college的话一定要跟我讲，我会教你来我家的. ehehhehehehe :DDDDDDD

@Raine wong 长发妹, 我很努力地在想你的外号，可是我发现你没有喔, hahahahahhahahhas. 一年很快就过了的啦，到时候我们就可以一起出街了，我们会等你的! 长发妹，加油! 你有没有读高三啊? 我有预感你不会读高三，就算没有读我也会教mayling带我们去你家找你的，我知道你的家在哪里~~~ 下次要做sushi要打电话请教我喔, 不然饭就会绵绵了, hahahahahhahhahs. 还有A先生，加油! =x

@Candice how HOW JIA LAT! 你今年的班很远，明年的班还是很远，注定我们没缘分了。我们一起等高三啦，所以你不要食言不读高三，不然我半夜去你家吓死你顺便剪掉你的头发。如果我食言的话，那就算了吧。开学记得带我的CHOCOLATE来，我很久没有去学校跟你们抢东西吃了。如果你还是很想像wen wenn酱的话就去找我的朋友啦，他的名字叫google，他有很多秘方可以教你的。以后成为歌手后记得不要忘记我们，不过算了啦，看死你都会忘记的啦，所以开学后我会跟你拿多多签名，等以后你红了后拿去卖，在你忘记我之前先赚一笔钱。没办法，谁叫我是读商科的。

@Mayli Ti 今年很少跟你讲话咧，sorry lor :( 你真的很美丽咯，我又酱可爱，原谅我啦~ 下次唱歌的时候给自己多点信心，你的声音真的很好听的，分分钟好听过jia lat *shhhh.. 不要跟她讲，不然她半夜叫我起来小便* 明年我们一起加油!!!!!!

@Lim seowyan 整个孙燕姿酱. 你已经很瘦了，不要再complain你很肥。你那种叫肥，我这种就要跳楼了 =.= 我很想念你的屁股 *~* 明年我们再一起比赛打屁股, hehehehehhehehe. 生日要到了咧，生日快乐! 我知道你要谢谢我，不用客气 :D

@Acura way 你是唯一的男生啦，谁叫你今年坐我隔壁。只是想跟你讲，不要给自己太大的压力，晚上又睡不着，每天早上来到学校叫你又叫不醒 =.= 你很厉害啦，拍的相片很美，眼睫毛很长，长到我很想一刀剪掉。你也是好人来的，每次我要你帮忙的事情你没有一次拒绝，谢谢你Victoria bear!

我觉得我很白痴咯，为什么要一个一个去写感言，我的手指要断了 T.T 你们一定要好好看啊，一字一句都是我对你们说的话。p/s: 不要哭啊 :O

没有写到的不要伤心，不是我不要写，而是我的手指要断了。还有很多人的，我都记得你们，歆琪,咏琪, 文瑜,韵雯,雪柔,秀君,敏汇,还有很多很多..... 谢谢你们!

最后就是我的好好好好好朋友, hahahahaahahahhahahahah. 不用说太明，大家心里明白就好。

我们就酱平平安安过了1年多，可是昨天我真的忍无可忍了，当下我真的很想一巴两巴刮过去 =.= 我没有在无理取闹，你是应该要好好去分配你的时间，不要把每一件事情都拖到最后一分钟。

算了啦算了啦，你去langkawi买一间chocolate店回来给我就好了。

Happy New Year! ♥

Santa Claus is coming to town!

2010-12-24T13:33:00.006+08:00

I bought myself a pair of high heels shoes as christmas present.

love it so muchiesssss ♥ I was so in love with it from the first time I saw it *~*

first time in One U, second time in Sungei Wang, third time in Mid Valley and I bought it at last.

Weeeeeeeeeee :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

So expansive,,,,, heartache =x

Most expansive thingy that I bought recently, ahahahasss

8 wishes for Christmas:

Wish my family and my friendssss 身体健康
Full A+ in SPM
Get rid of my baby fat =x
5A zhong-ers will be more enthusiastic *~*
Foodssssssssssss
A new purse because my old one is soooooo childish :(
Be prettier and slimmer. hahahaahas
$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

I had been going some shopping center to shoppppp and 顺便 see christmas decorations. ahahahs

Pavillion

Fahrenheit 88

Sunway Pyramid

Mid Valley aka toy valley

The Gardens, few decorations but niceeeeeeeeee

One Utama

The Curve

Cineleisure

Missed out Times square, Empire gallery and Genting!!!!!!!!!!

I went time square and genting but forgot to take photosss.

Thanks to my dear for fetching me go there go here, ahaahahahahhahsss

nelinelibubu U cant comment here =p

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! ♥

冬至快乐

2010-12-22T17:21:00.002+08:00

冬至快乐！

昨天参加小学聚会，错过了搓汤圆的环节 :(

说回小学聚会，大家都变了。女生还好，男生都从韩国整容回来 =.=

还好大家都认得我，我的样子始终如一。现在的我就是以前的我。

大家认得我的原因就是: 脸圆圆，还有很深的酒窝

最后就是笑起来很甜，wahahahahhahahhhahaahhaaahh 这是我自己加的啦~

老师还是一样年轻，样子都没变。她一直都很开心能再见我们。

明年新年还有聚会吗？我昨天神游，不是听的很清楚。

或许是太久没见，也不知道该说什么。

我一直都很清楚我的说话方式，就是“直”。

整个聚会说的话比平时在学校少很多，我不知道怎样讲话才不会得罪人。

就一直笑笑，发呆，说一点话又笑笑。就是一直笑 =.=

我又不好意思去say hello，开话题，你们知道啦，我很害羞 :$

在中华呆太久了，我每次开口都会忍不住要讲废话，所以我昨天一直不敢开口，我怕我一开口朋友不领情给我柠檬。酱我就fish了咯~

haizzz.. 太久没联络了啦!

还有一个很奇怪的现象

就是...男生都长得好高好高好高好高

我才察觉，中华的男生都长得好矮好矮好矮好矮 =.=

是压力太大吗? 应该是，因为日本人都不高，因为他们压力太大了。

可是现今的日本人会那么高是因为日本政府GIA SU每天送牛奶给他们喝!

压力会把一个人越压越矮，怪不得我从小学上来中学后就没有再高了 T.T

昨天看到的男生朋友几乎都高我一个头 @@

我很后悔以前很开心地取笑他们，现在受罪的是女生 =.=

教训就是: 不要把快乐建筑在别人的痛苦上，很有报应的 T.T

还是那一句，

冬至快乐！

路一直都在，为什么不走下去？

2010-12-13T15:32:00.003+08:00

假期已经过了一半，可是我却什么也没完成。

就快过冬了，汤圆汤圆汤圆汤圆汤圆汤圆 :DDDDDDDDDD

圣诞节也快到了，城中各大商场都挂满圣诞装饰。我家没有庆祝圣诞节，所以我没有礼物收 :(

我希望圣诞老人会送礼物给我 ^~^

Hmm..

我想要所有我认识的人平平安安，健健康康（很liong啦我知道 =.=)

我想要巧克力 ferrero rocher!!!!! 我不要金色包装的，我要小小粒从欧洲买回来的!!! SUPER好吃 :S

我想要脸上的痘全部不见，很烦啊!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

我想要每天都可以吃大餐 :S

我想要... Cash比较实际 :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

突然间很想shopping

意思就是突然间很想花钱

LOL

人生是如此的美好

真不明白Alviss xx为什么要自杀

自杀是需要很大的勇气，他有那份勇气自杀。为什么不用那份勇气活下去，去祝福那位女生。

随随便便在facebook交代遗言就这样死了

爱她就要用她所能接受的方式去对待她，不是自己一了百了留下她一个人自责，愧疚。

你死了无所谓的喔! 又没有人拿着刀逼你自杀。可是你有没有想过你死后留在人世间的家人朋友？他们会有多伤心你又知道么？

就为了一个才在一起4个月的女生，值得没有哦？你把养你20年的父母当透明啊？

天涯何处无芳草，又何必呢？她不要你就找多一个就好咯，好的女生多的是。

haizzzz

我一直以来都很鄙视自寻短见的人

路一直都在，为什么不走下去？

Starhill teabreak $3.60

2010-12-01T15:42:00.004+08:00

As I mentioned I went Starhill for the teabreak promotion in my previous post.

The promotion is still going on until 31 December I think. So.. hurry up! GO GO GO!!!!!

Every dish and drink costs only RM3.60 leh~~~~!

There are 4 restaurants having this promotion from 3-6pm DAILY which are Fishermen cove, Shook and the other two i forget ady =p

I went fishermen and shook. Ermss... fishermen is much better larh~

Here is the photossssss :DDD

Grilled lamb. My very first time in tasting lamb, not bad then. I think this worths more than 3.60. Rates 4/5

Chicken sausages. I dont like the taste =x

Honey roasted chicken. NICE :DDDD Rates 4/5

Deep fried calamari.

Onion ringsssss. I dont know how it taste because I didnt eat =p

Cranberry juice?

Blue hawaiian.

Our receipt.

Actually the dining atmosphere already worths the price.

And I felt very uncomfortable when having the honey roasted chicken. I had to use knife and fork instead of hands because no one is using hands there. I wished I was in KFC or Mcdonald at that time -.- The chickens are so so so so niceeee ;D

♥

2010-11-29T19:49:00.001+08:00

I feel like to update my blog because I feel kind of sorry for making my fans waiting for me so long. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :DDDDD

While I was checking my blog today, a bar named BYGONE on right hand side attracted me. So I just read my past from January to November. There were only 58 articles, oh now are 59 because I'm typing the 59th.

erms.. the point is I have average 5 posts in a month. OH~! 很少 -.-

Im so sorry my loyal fans x)

Some posts contain pictures > words, so Im not going to upload any picture in this post :p

and..be honest, I've nothing to say... I just feel like updating my blog. Here is so dead :(

er...

I had been going to Bukit Bintang on friday. The actual purpose that I went there was to have my teabreak time at Starhill Gallery 顺便 shopping. ehehehehehehe

and stop thinking me is a rich rich girl as I went to Starhill *-* I went there because there are having teabreak promotion on the lower ground floor. Every dish costs only $3.60. YES, U DIDN'T SEE WRONG. RM3.60 ONLY!

Grilled lamb only RM3.60?! 哪里找????!!!!!!!!!! ans. starhill gallery lower ground floor.

I had captured all the dishes that I ordered but sadly my camera is not here and I will not upload any picture as I mentioned just now ;)

For more information, click here.

photos tomorrow ;)

and and and

I went SohoKL yesterday. Why I went there? ans. eating again -.-

Sushi king RM2 bonanza is available at there every tuesday and sunday.

满足满足满足满足满足满足满足 ♥

For more information, find my friend GOOGLE.COM ;)

Tell you all what crazy things I have did during this holidays =p

I just kept searching nice food from my friend, GOOGLE. I found many bloggers that only give introduction about FOOD. woohoo~~!!! Many foodsssss are added to my menu list =p

Holidays are ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

for me sleep till my pigu kena shined by grandpa sun (太阳公公)

for me play computer till sleeping time

okay, two sentences are enough to describe my 颓废 holidays life.

Holidays are devil *yuckssssssssssss*

everyday eat eat eat eat eat eat eat eat eat eat eat

haizzz.

Im starving now. I want my dinner now :O

I love you, you love me

2010-11-23T12:40:00.004+08:00

We are happy family ♥

19.11.2010

Venue: Taman Pertanian, Siew Kuan's house

Activity: i. bicycling, swimming and PICNIC! ii. steamboat-ing, singing and MAHJONG!

一班穿到好像要去箭靶场的同学到Taman Pertanian开始一天的旅程

大家一起骑脚踏车上山~~ 爽到爆炸!!!!!!!!!

一起在上山坡的时候推脚车，一起在下山坡的时候滑下去。

很sad的是，要到终点的时候我们的敏汇小朋友跌倒了。在她后面看着她飞出去的我吓到半死了。看到她全身都是伤，下巴和手指关节的血一直没有停止地流出来。下次一定要学急救!!!

Take care!!!!!! :DDDDD

脚踏车环节后就是野餐环节，大家都饿到半死了。

再来就是玩水啦!!!~~~

玩玩玩玩玩玩玩玩玩玩玩!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

过后就坐巴士依依不舍地回秀君家了 =.=

DENG DENG DENG DENG! 秀君家才是重点 :DDDD

一堆脸红红好像喝醉酒的人挤在一起吃火锅~~~~~~

秀君家设备齐全，有K房，有麻将桌，还有筹码。筹码是我最炸到的 =.=

去秀君家最大的满足感就是: 学会打麻将!!!!!!

两桌麻将，其他的都在K房炸歌~~!!!!!!!

20.11.2010

第二天一早起身，又是打麻将....

不过...我喜欢!!!!!!!! :DDDDDDDDDD 爽啊~~~~~!!!!!!!!

过后就在唱歌了~~~ 因为前一晚都在打麻将，没有唱歌 :(

又到了离别的时候 :(

当我回到家，整个人空虚掉 =.=

高一文忠的同学都是到接近年终才熟络起来，这次的秀君家之旅大大增进我们的友谊啊~~~

明年还要去秀君家打麻将!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

我不知道该放什么标题 -.-

2010-11-11T18:29:00.002+08:00

OKAY, 我又要洒口水在这里了 -.-

话说昨天学校来了200++的日本学生，本校学生实在很热烈地欢迎他们!!!!

集会过后我就带日本学生进班上课，我还没上楼就已经有人在栏杆旁喊了 -.-我带三位日本学生进班，其中有位的样子还不错看。

我先和其他两位进班，班上的同学已经很兴奋地坐在桌位上拍手。当那位不错看的同学刚踏进班里，班上的同学已经演变成站起来兴奋地拍手兼乱喊乱叫 -.-

我和朋友整个stunned在那里。大家是没有看过日本人吗? @@

说是马日交流，事实上就是拍照环节。班上的同学不分男女都涌上来拍照。外面的同学也不知道从那里收到风声说我这一班有帅哥，全部就是挤在门口 -.-

到时间要带他们到光前堂时，我们根本就连门口也出不去。在我们经历千辛万苦往光前堂的沿途中还是有很多人当他们明星拼命地握手，还有很多女生要和他们拍照。

我现在回想那个状况真的很好笑。I can't stop laughing when I think of the situation.

当时的场景就好像日本的偶像剧，大家如果有看日本版的花样少年少女就可以想象到那个画面，根本就是一模一样! 我第一次看到偶像剧的白痴情节apply在现实生活中，ahahhahahah xDD

日本学生里面还有对混血男儿双胞胎，我只能说他们真是他妈的帅啊

然而由于中华生的压力长久处于严重的状态，女生们都迫不及待地想要和他们照相。他们的那副窘样我想起来就觉得恐怖，我有不想承认自己是中华生的事实。我心想: 虽然说他们真的很帅，可是女生们能不能有点矜持啊? -.- 我还听说有一个为了避开人群而躲到光前堂旁的柱子后面，可怜啊~

虽然说我也有和他们一起拍照，可是至少我不是追着他们来照相的 -.-

我能想象当他们回到日本后父母问他们感想的时候，他们的答案应该会是: Malaysia girls gila desu.

说到了我的partner，我就无话可说 -.- 典型的宅男就是我的partner

但这一副很liong的眼睛，背着那个很liong的书包，顶着一头很颓废的头发。

组长都需要到巴士旁接我的组员，当我看到我的partner站在巴士门口的时候，我整个心碎了 -.-

不过其实他的样子长得蛮清秀，只是我明白为什么他要戴那副眼镜。

我和他email的时候，他用的英文还不错。可是在和他真正沟通的时候就有很大的问题了。他听不懂我的英文，我听不懂他的英文，他甚至还会回我日文 -.-

我只是问他是不是自备便当就已经问了好久 -.-

中华生真的是太夸张了!!!!!!

日本学生就好象一只很可爱的小狗，每个人都觉得他们很可爱，每个人都争着要和它拍照，摸它这里摸它那里，捏一下它的脸 -.-

p/s: 我下辈子要投胎做日本人，还要混血那种。感受一下中华生的狼死，被一群花痴围绕的感觉，拍照拍到忘记怎样笑的滋味。

I can't describe through words anymore

2010-11-09T16:18:00.006+08:00

简单的星期天。

简单的餐厅。

简单的装潢。

简单地享受我的午餐。

我喜欢这样简单的生日。

简单的咖啡厅。

简单的氛围。

简单的窗外风景。

简单地看杂志。

我喜欢这样简单的生日。

Outfit of the day: singlet, jeans and flats

谢谢你们的祝福卡。

p/s huiwen: 我已经update blog了!!! 下次我再穿high waist skirt的照片给你看 *wink*

yingtyng&zyien: 我不会离开华创的!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD

chai huan&xi min: 我从来都没有忘记过你们 :)

还有很多很多我意想不到的人。

原来我有那么多fans的 *shame shame*

谢谢你们的礼物。

p/s jiawen的礼物真"贴心" -.-

谢谢你们的蛋糕，很甜很好吃...

有玮薇和我一起过生日的感觉真好! :DDD

WAHHHHHH

2010-11-02T18:06:00.002+08:00

JoooooooooooGOYA yesterday with classmatesss, total 21 persons. :p

Food niceeeeeeee as well as our bill, RM1029. OWWHHH!

We totally filled our stomach till EXPLODED!

There were many food that I hadn't tasted though my stomach tended to explode -.-

I feel good~~~~ :DDDDDDDDD

今天是自年终大考后开学的第一天。感想: 云霄飞车的刺激

我看过时间表，除了体育节，其他节都在派考卷。感觉犹如云霄飞车般的起伏不定，时轻松时刺激，幸运的是我的心脏状况良好，这一丁点儿的刺激我还负荷得了。

我想，我还是把情况一五一十地叙述出来吧。（好久，没有用“一五一十”了。小学时期的生字）

前三节，我的信心满满。Sejarah and Ekonomi的成绩都还不错，Moral的成绩是预料中事。

后三节，信心十足的我像在云顶坐跳楼机，从最高点lok下来。KNS -.- 伤心事就不要再提。

最后四节，信心有了良好的趋势。两科语文都考得还不错，历史不差。

Overall, 不错两个字应该可以贴切地为我的成绩标上注解。

最可爱的不过是我的语文科

华文 75

英文 74

国文 73

大家一起排排坐，吃果果。

看就知道我的强项一定是从上排到下。

华文一直以来都是我很注重的科目，我就算老人痴呆也不会忘记华文。不过有研究显示，一个人就算得了老人痴呆，他也不会忘记像图画一样的中文字。这次的华文成绩创下我在中华华文最低分。我知道75已经很好了，可是我还是很伤心。:(

英文是international language, 所以很重要。我好像在讲废话，讲明international就是很重要了的咯 -.- 这次的英文让我感到非常的光荣，我用20分钟写的essay得到了老师的评语: Very good! WAHHHHH 我真的是发梦都没有想到，因为我到最后一分钟才发现到我用的present tense should be past tense. KNS lor, 我好像机关枪酱把所有的错误纠正过来，然而最后一分钟做得了什么，错误还是一大堆。BUT! 我还是有27/30，我开心到要飞上去了~~ 失分最多还是Literature，可见得我对文学作品并没有很大的兴趣 -.- 我会记得这一次的幸运 *~*

有时候，我无法接受我的英文成绩好过华文。-.-

国文的成绩，我只能用突飞猛进来形容 -.- 其实我从小学来到初中，最差的就是国文。不过我不知道为什么今年的成绩那么高，我有一点接受不到 -.- 我很怀疑我们的老师，Muniahma小姐对整齐的字体情有独钟。有时候我那邻桌的作文比对我的作文，左看右看上看下看，他的作文明明就写得比我好，可是我的分数就是比他高 -.- 我也很无奈，Muniahma小姐就是比较喜欢我的字 *shy shy*

p/s: 请仔细发音Muniahma老师的名字。来~跟我念一次! Mu-niah-ma~~~~ 我不是存心要作弄她的，可是...她的名字就是这样念 -.-

Japanese friendssssss

2010-10-28T13:52:00.002+08:00

OOOOOOOMMMMMMGGGGGGGGG

I've not updated my blog from 11 October because of exams, holiday and blablabla.

ying tyng, I saw your comment, here I am. ehehehehe *~*

The day before yesterday, I was a tour guide, guiding Japanese students to travel Kuala Lumpur. hmm.. I don't really know how to describe my feelings when I'm with them. It's difficult to talk with them because of their weird english. Language is the only gap among us.

But it's okay, we still have body language.

Body language + a bit bit cacat english + face expression = PERFECT!

No more language problem. -.-

其实我有一点点内疚。

当我带他们回到酒店，看见别人都拿着一袋袋的战利品，我才注意到我的组员并没有买到东西。我有带他们到Pavillion, Sungei wang, Times square. 可是他们都没有买些什么，他们也没有向我要求什么。我在想，当他们回到酒店看到朋友们都拿着一大袋的东西时，会不会有那么一点点的怪责我们。SAD SAD SAD

BUT! Overall 我们相处还算okay的. The word I heard the most on that day is, KAWAII NEH!!!!!! ahhahahahhahahaahahha

Kawaii neh when they saw monorail; Kawaii neh when they saw paul frank; Kawaii neh when they saw kids; Kawaii neh when they saw me *this is truth, ahahahha*

Kind of regret because I just exchanged my email with one guy among 8 guys. Most of them have no facebook lah, SAD SAD SAD.

Anyway, I am still very very happy that I had this opportunity to be a tour guide, guiding Japanese friendssssss.

girlssss. I love the short hair, she is so cute. When she didn't know how to say, she would take out her computerize dictionary. ahhahahaahaha

boyssssss. The middle one looks like chinese more than japanese. The white shirt one got better english, and he looks like 吴建豪 when he smile, hohohho.

They also know how to daiB.

Group picture. A random boy, he is kawaii neh!

The real group picture, no more random boy.

Lazy worm

2010-10-11T13:18:00.004+08:00

其實此時此刻，我不應該坐在電腦熒幕前。只是，我的屁股被強力膠黏著了。

惰性惰性惰性惰性惰性惰性惰性惰性惰性惰性惰性惰性

上半年成績考太好不是好事。我不是炫耀自己成績好，只是上半年的成績超出了自我要求，所以下半年分泌越來越多的懶惰因子。其實我不知道要用因子，還是分子，還是x子。隨便，反正現在就是越來越懶，所以就越來越肥。

如果是一位美女很肥，無所謂，至少可以做一個很美的肥婆。

Erms... 不對! 可以做美女，應該沒有人會想做一個很美的肥婆 =.= 可是問題是...我不美，連一個很美的肥婆都做不了 T.T 可是我不醜啦!! 做人謙虛一點好，太謙虛就很虛偽。所以! 我不美，但我也不醜，也就是順眼!! 突然間覺得自己臉皮很厚 =.=

最近有一個日本學生交流計劃，我和我的日本仔朋友用email聊天。說實在的，我不知道可以和他談些什麼，先問他介紹一些日本的東西。我又無言了 =.= 想想下，扮daiB咯!! 我回:" Actually the first impression Japan gives me is food because I love to eat!" 夠daiB咯我，原本還想在後面加 but I'm not fatty lah。可是想多一層，如果他是肥仔怎麼辦?! 所以，就這樣我就backspace了。可是想多兩層，他會不會覺得我是肥婆?! GG.com lor 等下他回去學校跟他的朋友講:" Watashi no partner fei po desu." 我的形象就蕩然無存了

想到我就覺得好笑，ahahahahahha. BUT! 無所謂，他看到我的時候就會嚇到，我就可以捂著嘴巴笑了!!! AHAHAHAHAHA

還有! 不是每一個日本人的英文都很爛!!!!!

原先我以為他們的英文都很爛，因為電視都是這樣講的。因此我就這樣地以為，mana tahu收到他的第一封email的時候給他的英文stun了3秒鐘。結論就是不要太相信電視!!!!!!!! KNS

他們的英文分分鐘好過我多多聲 =.=

最後，我的直覺告訴我，我的日本仔朋友是肥仔。haizz

SO now I want to practice my english! Read dictionary everyday, ahhahahahha! kee siao ar you, stop dreaming and start studying now!!! GO GO GO

I want to sapu science and geography today. Guan yin bless me!

How good I am

2010-10-07T14:13:00.000+08:00

YES, I don't need someone else to tell me

how good I am.

我一直以为我可以理直气壮地去面对

当泪水决堤时，清清楚楚地告诉我

我做不到！

KNS

sad sad sad

2010-09-18T12:59:00.001+08:00

MY STOMACH IS LIKE A WASHING-MACHINE

I CAN HARDLY HEAR THE CHURNING SOUND IN MY STOMACH

MY HEAD IS GOING TO EXPLODE!

VERY HEAVY HEAVY HEAVY HEAVY HEAVY HEAVY HEAVY

Thai

2010-09-15T19:01:00.001+08:00

I'm back!

Reached home about 12am on Tuesday, took some rest and went school. heroine lah me!

I have no comment about this trip, just non-stop shopping and eating. But some funny view, tasty food, special things impressed me like..

the Mcdonald PORK burger!!!! PORK weih, you will never get it in Malaysia. Spicy wings not bad also! I ate three times Mcdonald when I was there. It's unfortunate that Mcdonald just opposite my hotel.

This is McCafe which is located in Mcdonald. WOW! but I didn't buy anything there, so expansive lah weih. And another secret I want to tell you, Mcdonald in thai is much much better than M'sia.

I don't know what this car real name, they all call this car "Dut Dut 车". It's taxi in thai. Its small small size look cuteee :DDD

Famous thai food, Tomyam-Mee!! I rated 10/10. OMG It's so nice to eat with taste of spicy and slight sour. I'm starving now *_*

Look to the shoes, nice? It cost only RM10, cheap but nice! I bought four pairs of shoes at there, 2 cost RM10 and other 2 cost RM20. RM100 is enough to pay all of these. hahaha

OMITOFO

2010-09-09T12:25:00.001+08:00

Homeworks list:

~~Math~~

~~History exercise~~

History notes

~~Economic exercise~~

~~Newspaper cutting~~

Art

书法

硬笔

~~Book keep project~~ (omg! I'm proud of this lah)

HTML project

I have done half of them!! *yesh*

Accomplishment of book keep project make me proud, I have spent three days sitting whole day and facing my computer for doing the shit book keep project! SHIT LAH Ledger part drove me crazy, drawing table were needed. SO?! I just drew one by one, there got almost 30 account, I had the intention to speak rude at that time. GILA~ Luckily now I have finished it because I have no time already. Not going to die but going to thailand x)

I'm so scare, that my stomach will expand endlessly *cry* Yesterday went Cheras pasar malam, I non-stop eating in the whole walking. And I'm going thailand continue eating later, OMG! I can't imagine how many fatssss I will get when I get back. Hence I make a considered decision, I must bring at least an apple to school after I get back from thailand. I'm so scare please, because my mind will out of control when I see those delicious, tasty foods. haiz

OMITOFO WO BU HUI BIAN FEI PO

BYE BYE my friends! ;)

你真的不用來我回憶裡微笑

2010-09-05T14:23:00.000+08:00

我寂寞寂寞就好
你真的不用來我回憶裡微笑
她的聲音，有一種說不出來的感動。

有時候我會不喜歡用中文，我的心情的幅度會不由自主地泛起漣漪。回憶在時間裡閃過的每每畫面，足以讓我在熒幕前放聲大哭。我並沒有很傷心，只是回憶讓我有哭泣的衝動。
欲言又止，手指在鍵盤間遊走，文字是唯一的解脫，盡情吶喊。

回憶裡總是綴滿遺憾的腳印，有些深，有些淺。不管再怎樣傷心，怎樣哭訴，它們都是我無法挽回的過去。我總是對自己說，每一件事都要好好地做，盡力把做好自己，可是我一次又一次地背叛了自己。我知道自己沒有權利傷心，所以讓我放聲大哭，因為，淚水是我唯一的奢侈。

我嘗試去改變些什麼，讓自己過得更好。可是到頭來你會發現，最想念的竟是最原始的味道。夜晚往往是人性最赤裸裸的時分，放空自己後，身邊的面具竟是那麼的厚。走在人潮擁擠的大街上，我們到底能夠看到幾個最單純的自己？

A story of hope

2010-08-26T18:45:00.002+08:00

She was cute. She was attractive. She was charming. She was lovely.
Everything is just a past tense. Elena Desserich

Everything in this world is unfair! When you were five, what were you doing? A five years old girl, was battling against brain cancer. She was living in hospital as her house instead of her real home. She should not deserve it! She loved to paint, she loved to draw. She could not longer speak due to her sickness. Drawing had became her way to communicate with others. Her drawings are beautiful, as she told us many stories. She wrote a lot of notes, I love you and hid these for their family in some hidden places. Every note was deliberately hidden and showed her confession of love to her lovely family. When her parents were tiding up her things with broken heart after her death, they found these love notes in drawer, in dad's briefcase, in bedside and ... There were 100++ of love notes that parents found out. She had no enough time to learn more words to thank her family with words. But, these love notes had played an important role as accompanying her family continues their life and given her parents hopes.

I could hardly found my tears when I read this news on newspaper just now. How adorable she was? This true story was published, Notes left behind. You're an angel, and always will be!

The girl in our school that had been diagnosed with cancer, was dead yesterday night. Sad case :( Life is so unpredictable! I pay no attention when principal reporting about this news, once victor told me this, I was shocked and stunned there continue listening the reporting. Don't know what to say, rest in peace! :)

在你坠落之际

2010-08-14T20:06:00.002+08:00

3 days left!

Next Wednesday after finish exam, I want to watch movie and eat baskin robbin.
Wednesday is movie ticket cheaper day and baskin robbin pink day!
SAY NO TO SPENDTHRIFT! xD

My add math was dead, I will be very happy if I got 10 marks plus. I had ever passed my add math once since 2010. I was confident that I could pass the exam this time, but when I saw the first question, I stunned about 5 mins. I couldn't complete the paper though there were just 3 questions. I'm going to kill the teacher! I saw a status on facebook: We gonna collect all form 4 students' add math papers and throw it on the teacher's table!

My sejarah is going to die, I feel like giving up. Brainless subject ever!

Today is Saturday, supposed to study, but I didn't. I'm fed up! But my classmates stress me out, they always carry a book in hand, I'm so scared! I wonder how big are their brains that could store countless points. 人比人气死人!

很多 你不知道的事

Are you think so?

2010-08-10T17:35:00.001+08:00

<3 style="font-style: italic;">YES, I THINK SO!

Relaxing

2010-07-31T17:11:00.001+08:00

It's rare that I stay at home instead of going out, I used to watching movie and shopping instead of staying at home with family on Sunday. I felt little guilty. So, today schedule: having dimsum as breakfast with family, purchasing smelly durians, watching television, reading my fashion magazine to get the latest info, purposely tidy up my wardrobe (to get enough reason for shopp), and now sitting in front of computer! Later will be doing my artwork, design the fashion magazine cover and going to seremban to have my dinner, indescribable delicious tasty crab!

I had done every single thing that I wanted to except schoolworks and exam-preparing. I'm fed up with hectic school life, I was drowned out by the approaching homeworkss and examss. I could handle this, but I just hate it! Just forget it lah!

Yesterday I was going out with his family for movie, Inception again. I watched it twice, I was little confused after my first time watching, now I fully understand! Dream within a dream, within a dream and within a dream, uncountable dreams. I tried to smile more as his sister had told him I'm smile-less. Though my look not that friendly, but I'm harmless and I'm not dinosaur and I'll not eat you lah! I tried to curb my silence and unfriendliness, tried to show off my dimples loh.
My face look unfriendly but actually I'm friendly! You will get the truth if you know me! :D

risk

2010-07-30T18:33:00.000+08:00

“Cinderella walked on broken glass, Sleeping beauty let her whole life pass by, Belle fell in love with a beast, Pocahontas risked her life for a feast, Jasmine could have had anyone but she chose a poor man, and Ariel, she walked on land.”

So many people dislike fairytales because it makes us believe in love, believe that a prince will swoop down and save us when something goes wrong. But I’ve come to realise that in every fairytale-like movie, every girl took a risk. Took a risk for love, took a risk in the name of love.

So, how do we know if our own fairytale won’t really happen if we don’t try, if we stop believing in love?

I know it’s hard for some of you to put down their guard and to learn to trust someone else sometimes. I know because I’ve been through it. People like us, we distance ourselves from people we genuinely like just because we are afraid to get hurt. But does building up these walls ultimately saves us from hurting?

It doesn’t.

We’ve got to know that these people, the people we are blocking out because of our own insecurities, will leave someday too. Leave for something better. Everyone will cause you pain and hurt and tears, but you have to decide who’s worth it. And when you make that decision, happiness will come to you. =)

grabbed from leloveimage

Call me Chiyin!

2010-07-28T18:37:00.001+08:00

I feel like updating my blog, but I have nothing to say.
Just.. cliked into chiyinn and found boring, I even felt like removing this blog.
But I appreciate the website name, chiyinn. *likey*

My name is ordinary, Chia Chiyin, as I thought there are many Chiyins throughout the world.
I knew 6 Chiyins since I was young, include me lah.
Though my name is ordinary and used-by-many-ppl, I just like my name from my bottom of heart.
It heard nice, easy to pronounce (I think lah, dunno what others think =p).
Chi in chinese means purple, I ever asked my mum why my name is Chiyin, she answered me because purple is her favourite colour -.- what the lame?!
I dunno whether it's true, so trust my mum once, because she always plays cheat on her children.
The other word Yin, er.. I dont really know, maybe my dad just simply found a word from dictionary which is match to Chi. Wah, my thought really bakCHI !

Anyway, I just like ChiaChiYin or 謝紫盈, like it, like it, like it!
why blogspot dont have the link *Like* as Facebook ?!

Roller Coaster

2010-07-22T19:19:00.000+08:00

There are ups and there are downs.
Twists and turns, slow or fast.
Some fear them, but some enjoy them.
It all depends on who the rider is.
For me,
The ups and the downs don't scare me.
The twists and the turns thrills me.
Fast or slow let it be.
All that matters is You,
riding this coaster with me.

Dedicated to my beloved __________

written by Mr.Yang

Happy Shiyuan's Day

2010-07-15T17:43:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was Bulat aka Round aka Shiyuan's birthday, so it's Happy Shiyuan's Day !!!
Happy girl, Happy Belated Birthday :D We sang Happy Birthday song to her after book-keep period, then celebrated @1st recess, sounds of happiness filled in the 4A Zhong classroom. Happy happy and happy~
We had birthday muffins instead of birthday cake, this idea was suggested by creative Ms Chia Chiyin, am I creative? Say yes please :D hahaha x)
We gave her WOODY as birthday gift, so cutiieeee ^o^

厭倦

2010-07-10T17:01:00.000+08:00

或許是厭倦了每天打部落格的生活，搞得這裡死氣沉沉的。對Facebook也漸漸失去興致，我也不常看劇，所以每天連接網絡的原因就只是兩個字--習慣。

習慣是一個很糟糕的惡魔，在我生活裡無所不在，承載著生活的點點滴滴。當承擔越來越重，惰性也隨著增加，自然也不會想要去嘗試更多新的事物。就算是無益處的擔子，我們也一併背在肩上，這些累贅日夜堆積，漸漸拖累自己。把擔子背在肩上很簡單，卸下卻是不容易的事，因為我們習慣了。

我真的不知道從什麼時候開始，我會變得這樣的 ... 我也不懂要怎樣形容。

當一個人厭倦了生活，也就是厭倦了自己。

I will not!

2010-06-29T17:23:00.000+08:00

最近都很喜歡把輸入中文切成繁體模式，總覺得繁體字比較能夠體現出中文的內涵。改制後的事物，方便了許多，因而失去了最原始的味道。
我喜歡中文，但是我不會修讀中文系。雖然老師曾經那麼地鼓勵我，可是我確確實實過不了自己那一關。或許是我眼光短淺的關係，中文系出來的學生以後就只能在教育界，報館工作，最多也就跨越到娛樂圈作詞。引用王祖藍一句話：我真系接受不到咯！說穿了也就是薪資的分量嘛，我只能說我想讓我的生活過得好一點。
這時候，大多數都市人的症狀又會出現了：到底是為工作而生活，還是為生活而工作？
大家都很喜歡在這個話題上一直轉，所以你們慢慢思考一下啦！

不知道什麼時候開始，我變到醬aunty了。

p/s：在中華的總平均終於爬上8字頭了

一滴眼泪

2010-06-24T20:49:00.000+08:00

雪卉在16岁的时候得了一种很奇怪的病，眼泪会不由自主地流出来，在不知道的情况下发生，也在不知觉的情况下悄然停止。爸爸妈妈带雪卉到眼科医生那儿去做检查，可是报告显示雪卉的视网膜和泪腺都没有问题。医生大概也没有遇过这样的病症，所以也没有开什么药让雪卉吃。既然她无大碍大家也就放下了心中的焦虑，只不过爸爸妈妈都会刻意地多陪伴雪卉，深怕她会为自己这怪病而感到自卑。

可雪卉却没什么感觉，反而觉得自己比别人多了一项天赋，雪卉想：也许以后能在戏剧圈闯出一番天地。她很乐观地想像以后爸爸妈妈在电视荧幕看到她的开心模样，想像朋友在电视荧幕看到她而错愕，想像自己穿着奢华的衣裳走在星光大道上，想像自己站在得奖台上致得奖感言。雪卉“噗”一声地笑了出来，像是在嘲笑自己的无知与愚昧。但人因梦想而伟大，雪卉并不为自己的怪病感到自卑。对于别人疑惑的眼神，也是一笑而过。

雪卉像平常一样慢悠悠地从学校踱回家，学校-蓝天街-白云街-花儿街，到了花儿街雪卉往往特别愉快，因为下一条街--草原街1号就是她的家。雪卉喜欢花儿，每当到了花儿街，她总会停下脚步，大力地吸允四周的空气，期盼着能够闻到芬芳花香。当然是没有的，溜入鼻子的大概只有附近工厂排出的废气。

逸平在16岁的时候得了一种很奇怪的病，眼泪会不由自主地流出来，在不知道的情况下发生，也在不知觉的情况下悄然停止。爸爸妈妈带逸平到眼科医生那儿去做检查，可是报告显示逸平的视网膜和泪腺都没有问题。医生大概也没有遇过这样的病症，所以也没有开什么药让逸平吃。既然他无大碍大家也就放下了心中的焦虑，只不过爸爸妈妈都会刻意地多陪伴逸平，深怕他会为自己这怪病而感到自卑。

逸平对自己有些失望，每天行尸走肉般地过生活，笑容也少了。他觉得一个大男生在公众场合莫名其妙流眼泪是一件很羞耻的事。自从得了这个怪病后，他从一个跋扈，健谈的男孩子变成一个谦让自卑的大男生，言辞寡谈。走在街上的时候，逸平总是认为每一个路人都带着有色眼镜看他，他觉得浑身不自在，也就少出门了。他也买了一副墨镜，这样人家就看不到他的眼睛，也不会太注意他流泪。

逸平像平常一样踩着蹒跚的脚步从学校步行回家，学校-蓝天街-白云街-花儿街，到了花儿街逸平往往特别愉快，因为下一条街--草原街20号就是他的家。逸平喜欢花儿，每当到了花儿街，他总会停下脚步，大力地吸允四周的空气，期盼着能够闻到芬芳花香。当然是没有的，溜入鼻子的大概只有附近工厂排出的废气。

雪卉在学校有个暗恋的对象，那位男生眉清目秀，淡定优雅，散发出丝毫的书卷味，是典型的校草人选。最近雪卉听说那位校草和学校的校花走得很近，心里感到悲伤，眼泪却流不出来。她很无奈，平时就算无痛痒，眼泪也会莫名其妙地流出来。现在遇到了让自己伤心的事却流不出眼泪来，心里觉得十分矛盾。

时间渐渐淡化了回忆，那一段单纯青涩的爱情也就渐渐被雪卉埋葬了。

在一个酷热的午后，雪卉一如往常地走回家，到了花儿街，习惯告诉她是时候停下脚步了。雪卉闭上眼大力地呼吸，这一次她闻到了的玫瑰花香，仿佛五脏六腑都变得香幽幽，一股沁凉在身体里蔓延开来。突然后边传来脚步声，雪卉的目光滑过一位男生，男生的眼睛里缀满着泪水，划过脸庞，倏然落地。

逸平在学校有个暗恋的对象，那位女生漂亮端庄，温柔可人，散发出迷人的气质，是典型的校花人选。最近逸平听说那位校花和学校的校草走得很近，心里感到悲伤，眼泪却流不出来。他很无奈，平时就算无痛痒，眼泪也会莫名其妙地流出来。现在遇到了让自己伤心的事却流不出眼泪来，心里觉得十分矛盾。

时间渐渐淡化了回忆，却淡化不了逸平心中的遗憾，他始终耿耿于怀。

在一个酷热的午后，逸平一如往常地走回家，到了花儿街，习惯告诉他是时候停下脚步了。逸平正想闭上眼大力地呼吸的时候，他的目光停留在一位女生的身上，女生的眼睛里缀满着泪水，划过脸庞，倏然落地。

这两个有着相同命运的人，每天在同样的地方，同样的时间，同样的步行回家。只是，他们谁也没遇过谁。今天，他们遇见了，并看见彼此在流泪。

雪卉感到欣慰，因为世界上还有一个和她有着同样命运的人；逸平好像豁然了，因为世界上还有一个和他有着同样命运的人。两个不同的人，面对同样的命运，却用不同的心境去看自身的命运。

眼泪流下来是因为寂寞了，让寂寞与悲伤交换心事，泪水是唯一的奢侈。眼泪寂寞是因为渴望被溺爱，他们总会温柔地拭檫脸颊的泪珠，让眼泪知道还有人关怀它，爱护它。他们相信，每一颗晶莹剔透的泪珠都是是世界上最美好，纯洁的事物。

筆於

2010年6月24日

To infinity, and beyond

2010-06-20T15:41:00.000+08:00

Taken&edit by Chiyin Chia, Lake Garden

開學日近在眉睫，假期就這樣結束了。有一句話說的真對: 不是每個美麗的開始，都會有個輝煌的結局。用在假期真貼切，每個人在假期之前都精神奕奕地期待假期，在假期結束前都祈求著時間不要過得那麼快。
同xie們，是不是?

Toy Story 3真是太可愛了，充滿我的童年回憶。
So so so so so nice !!! To infinity, and beyond.

楊瑞常，你取笑我 !!!!
你是壞人 =P

Hot summer

2010-06-16T15:58:00.000+08:00

Tag: Shiyuan, Jiawen, ME, Xiaolee, Mayling
Location: Sunway Lagoon
Time: 16.6.2010 11.00am-4.00pm
Summary description:
(a) Girls' day, T-shirt+short pants+slipper= Casual look
(b) What's needed?
Ans. (i) Sunblock (they accused me of putting too much =x) (ii) Keep high-ing
(c) Playing like kids, soaking in water was fun, I hated Sunway Lagoon's oily oily water.
Running to Amusement park after water park, swivel chair the first, everybody felt fainted and vomitous except the elephant (mayling). Everybody was getting tired in this park :(
Returned to locker to take our bag, xiaolee's glasses got lost, sad case :(
Wildlife park after bathing, then headed to Sunway Pyramid and had our dinner.

peace :D

失敗

2010-06-14T14:00:00.000+08:00

我不開心，因為我肥了。

來檢討一下，一個禮拜的假期我做了什麼。
其實什麼也沒做，最多也就是出街看電影，沒有就是在家裡呆著，什麼都幫不上忙，睡覺上網吃東西就是我的強項。
媽媽每天在耳邊碎碎念，這就是假期的壞處。雙方都太閒了，沒事也要找事來吵吵，我的脾氣本來就不能容忍，到最後也就是開戰，世界不能和平。

Prince of Persia是一部蠻不錯的電影，skip了很多瑣碎的鏡頭，從頭緊張到尾，直截了當。
Karate kid就還好，題材普通，不過那位小演員演的還不錯。在Cineleisure看完戲去到Sunway看到詩圓咧，遠遠看到還在想做麼那個人醬像詩圓的。

昨晚的神經線連接錯誤，脾氣又湧上來，我也不知道為了什麼，只覺得自己很失敗。
其實只是一件芝麻綠豆的小事，我不知道為什麼我要用放大鏡來看待這件事。
我在你面前最大的弱點就是不會控制自己的情緒，對不起。

Silence

2010-06-12T13:47:00.000+08:00

人生有太多的无奈，一个平凡的开始，也许也会有个灿烂的结局；而一个辉煌的开始，也许也会有个淡而无味的结局。

最浪漫的事

2010-06-04T13:30:00.000+08:00

我能想到最浪漫的事
就是和你一起慢慢变老
一路上收藏点点滴滴的欢笑
留到以后坐着摇椅慢慢聊

我能想到最浪漫的事
就是和你一起慢慢变老
直到我们老的哪儿也去不了
你还依然把我当成手心里的宝

即使是简单的几句文字，没有美丽的词藻，
却往往都能写出最感动人心的幸福，让美好隽永。
:)

Scary experience

2010-05-27T17:32:00.001+08:00

Officially finished exam !! :D

Brem Mall for movie after exam, we went for brunch before brem mall. Okay, we finished our brunch then headed to brem mall by walking. As we wanted to cross the many-cars-road, there was a beggar walking towards us. He looked dirty, his outfit was like no wash for ages, yuckss, I thought he would took off his pants =.=

Luckily he didn't lah, but he shouted at us,' you're melayu! what are you doing here?!! ' He shouted angrily at us and took out a lighter. We all were so scared !!!! Then I turned my head and RAN lah stupid!!! Shiyuan kept calling me, '不要跑不要跑你越跑他越追 !!' I stopped and walked fast fast into a market.

OMG, we all so scared, kept watching him through the windows in the market. We all so regretted why we wanted to save the 40sen and went there by walking, and so met a mental-problem freak!!! Actually we decided to go there by bus after the dreadful experience but he just stayed near the bus-stop, whats wrong with him???!!!
So we just went there by walking again, but this time we walked very fast fast fast!! So scary you know?!!

FINALLY WE REACH BREM MALL SAFELY. *huh*
我们经历了一场Brem Mall历险记 !!

We supposed to watch IP MAN, but they didn't let us buy tickets!!! WHY TREATED US LIKE THAT?! So we just watched Kidnapper lor~ Overall okay lar.
*this movie advised us don't simply snatched your friend's cap and wear on your head! If not you will be kidnapped!!*

Having much fun with you all, although met a sampat guy lah =.=
So tiring~~

wahahaha

2010-05-22T20:28:00.000+08:00

OMG !!!! 我的周杰伦终于出新专辑了 !!!!

HEHE, JUST INFORM YOU ALL ONLY LAH~
We have finished eight exam paper in 4 days, left 4 paper

ALL MY FRIEND PLEASE KEEP GOING ON, WORK HARD !!!!!!!
I'm looking forward the last day of exam, IP MAN I'M COMING, WAIT ME PLEASE :$

The day after tomorrow

2010-05-16T16:57:00.001+08:00

The day after tomorrow, first semester exam. oh my GG lor @@

I was supposed to finish my economy and geography today.
but when I woke up today, I glance at my phone, OMG, 11.30am already !!
And my head was like 100kg stone, I hardly walked towards toilet.
I measured my forehead with my hand, I got higher temperature, shit liao lor!!
I straight went downstairs and took panadol, I didn't want to get sick, still got exam this week leh!

The panadol seemed to take no response, my temperature had never gone down.
No idea, this mess couldn't ruin my plan to do revision.
I just simply glance around my economy, wth, almost half of text book.
I skipped first chapter, straight went fight with chapter 2.
I started my revision from 1pm, till now, 5.30pm, I still haven't finish my chapter 2.
How useless I am?

I end up my study now, because it hard to continue to squeeze all words into my brain.
My brain is breaking down.
Oh my 观音, I dont wanna get sick arh !!!

Annoying orange

2010-05-13T17:54:00.000+08:00

Hey apple!
Go youtube search his videos, it's really annoying.

I'm getting faint

2010-05-11T18:07:00.001+08:00

Mid-year exam is coming soon, so sad :( I'm very tired recently, I used 40 minutes to read 3 pages sejarah, useless me. I didn't even start to revise, especially economy and chinese. my god, I never ever pay attention on these two subjects, because these two teachers fail in teaching.

No offense in next paragraph, just my opinion.

Chinese teacher, no comment, everyone knows if you have been taught by him.
Economy teacher, who was smiling always, never closed her mouth to SMILE. Maybe she's good at teaching, but she fail in controlling class. Most of our class students are doing own work instead of concentrating on her teaching, include me lah for sure, if not why I'm so scare my economy is going to get a no-eyes-see result.

Add-math is killing me, argh!!!!!
I understood when teacher's teaching, but when I saw the question, I didn't know the solution.

I don't know why I'm typing this post. If I use my blog posting time to start revise those almost-kill-me subject, it would be better. BUT I REALLY DONT FEEL LIKE STUDYING.

Hold my hand tightly

2010-05-05T17:51:00.002+08:00

We are my dream.
We're different, but we had traveled in fairy-tale hand in hand.
We grew apart, but we grew together.

We first met when I was 13, which means I was form 1. I took school bus to go school in every early morning, I was the last one took bus. Therefore, when I was on the bus, there were only few seats for me.

An usual day, I took bus as usual. While I was passing by seats for searching seat for myself, my friend called me and told me to choose seats. There were three empty seats, each seat beside a guy. I knew you and your friends were playing, but I had no idea and simply chose a seat. That was beside you.
I had never thought that my life was going to have a change.

We're different, but we had traveled in fairy-tale hand in hand.

We became inseparable in near future.
I would never forget the day 20 May 2007 5.20pm, you text me, words are hardly describe that feelings while I received the message. A chill went through my body, not dread, just an unexplainable feeling that made me smile naively like a child. Anxious, worries grew in my mind, I had no idea how to reply your message. I was struggling whether replied you, at last I spent almost half hour to reply that only-50-words message. But then, I had not confessed the truth, that my heartbeat faster.

My hand was held by you tightly since I had admitted my feelings to you.
You occupied my heart, a piece of heart; you held my hand tightly, you gave me warmth; you gave me a shoulder to cry on, when I was upset; your shoulder gave me a comfortable slumber, when we're in bus. There were many things that you have done and words couldn't simply describe. We had been having much happiness, sweetness, joyful season.

I was getting silence gradually, due to your over-protective manner. Slowly, I was silent constantly. Silence all the time, and so distance appeared in our hearts.

We grew apart, but we grew together.

My silence forced my mind to explode. As I couldn't endure your manner, I broke your fragile heart. My rash decision had made a lot of consequences, both of us were suffering in such embarrassing situation. I didn't know how to confront you, both of us collapsed, wept every nights.

Time always could heal something such as wound in heart.

We're disconnected by my merciless decision.
We got own lover after our scar was seemed to recover. My hand left from your hand, to another hand. The guy, held my hand loosely. He did break up with me, I cried. I resented why he did that to me, but I wasn't ever thought about myself.
You got your lover , but end up you broke your relationship also.

I looked into my heart deeply, found out the piece of heart that you had given me.

Holding the piece of heart, I took my hand to you, you held it tightly again. I smiled, as three years ago.

We had grown together, learnt from our witness, awoken from our broken relationship. We got a lot changes in times when we're not by each other side.

It has always no ending.
This is my confession, I love you.

Someone may think that I'm young, childish that no right to talk about what is love or whatever. If you dislike, you can just click the red cross at top right corner. tq

Kiss

2010-05-02T17:57:00.000+08:00

Muacksss <3

When you are in love you can't fall asleep
because reality is better than your dreams.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

I want..

2010-04-29T18:31:00.000+08:00

Changed my blog skin, even though I still prefer the previous one
but I felt bored with facing the previous skin

I want movie movie movie !!!!
Tomorrow balik kampung, next weekend Mother's day
full-booking leih, so attractive la me, everyone wants date me
Make me no time to watch movie with my dear weih :(

Oh yea~
I love you, I love you and I love you

I want popular popular popular !!!
School life memang boring,
I want novels to fill my boring either english or chinese but no malay please
instead of sleeping or eating in the class
Is me clever? please say YES :)

Oh yea~
I miss you, I miss you and I miss you

Is anything I want again?
Hmm..

hello

2010-04-27T19:33:00.000+08:00

Hello !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
今天遇到戴余珍，她說我在去年的孔子杯作文比賽獲獎。
快點恭喜我啦你們 !!!!!!
我沒有在串你們咧，我只是在跟你們分享我的喜悅

今天又看回那篇作文，忽然覺得很有成就感。
可是想到自己中文現在的狀況，真的是不堪設想。
蕭招愛讓我失去對中文的熱忱。
作為一個教育工作者，不是應該抱著客觀的態度去批改每一份考卷嗎?
他認為在答案中加上一個的字，意義是不一樣的，因為我們的答案超出了標準答案的範圍。
算，講到他我就閒。他的節對我來說就是自修節。
所以明天有兩節自修節，真開心。
做麼你highlight? 沒有東西看啦
下次再把那篇作文寫出來~

最近的生活過到很沒有重點，是時候買新的一支熒光筆把重點畫起來。
情感溢滿的生活，精神上的幸福好豐富。
有時候，連呼吸也是一種奢侈。
每一口幸福的二氧化碳，愉悅地跳出優美的舞步，充斥著空氣的縫隙。
但願每一個人都感受到，
活著，是在幸福不過的事。

♥

If, Jika, 如果

2010-04-19T19:42:00.000+08:00

I miss you
I miss you
I miss you

Nothing special happened recently, just live my life as usual.
I just need times times times !!!
Lack of sleep recently, kept fishing and yawning at class.
Cynthia, who sit beside me now. She asked me on today morning, ' Why u so quiet today? I'm not really used to.'
LOL, means I very noisy and energetic lor.
Erms, I think so.

Here's a difference between beauty and charm. A beautiful woman is one I notice. A charming woman is one who notices me. -someone I forget his name

张小娴说: 如果没法忘记他，就不要忘记好了。真正的忘记，是不需要努力的。
谢紫盈说: 如果忘记他会让你好过一点，那请你给他一个诚心的微笑，因为你已经释怀了。

As always

烂

New year

那一年, 我们望着星空

LALALA

11.11.11

想不到标题啦

泄气的乌鸦

匪夷所思

ANGRY

The lazy song ;)

This ain't a fairy tale

喜欢寂寞

年轻就是本钱

矛盾

smurfly lovess

sigh

一个不小心

加油吧

囧

I'm sorry

错过，遗憾

看什么看，读书啦

fine

jintianbushibayueerhao :(

头很重

疯疯癫癫

Magic

oopsss

wa ai bear?

习惯了?

That a hero lies in you

气球

昨天的梦

f

我最亲爱的

疯了

WE are my dream

怪

不要哭

怎么说

back to december

KNS

feel the air with happiness

yea ♥

Amazing ♥

细水长流

臭豆腐

Oh mama

I close my eyes, and I can see a better day

Lucky comes to me

Be my valentine

Huat arh~

Trouble trouble trouble

I'm original, cannot be replaced

疯狂

easy come easy go

Bye bye

Santa Claus is coming to town!

冬至快乐

路一直都在，为什么不走下去？

Starhill teabreak $3.60

♥

I love you, you love me

我不知道该放什么标题 -.-

I can't describe through words anymore

WAHHHHHH

Japanese friendssssss

Lazy worm

How good I am

最近，怎样？

sad sad sad

Thai

OMITOFO

你真的不用來我回憶裡微笑

A story of hope

在你坠落之际

Are you think so?

Relaxing

risk